wonder hw's it lik t jump off a building

they say you die halfway bc you're too afraid
they you die the sec bfore you hit the grnd

they say your whole life flashes across you in tht few seconds you tumble through the air
they say you'll regret halfway through


i wonder hw its lik t slam into the grnd,
slowmo, your skull smashes, caves in your insides explode
your bones snap, your body recoils against the impact, reverberating.

tht last exhale, hhhhh. your eyes, wide open, mouth gaping. lifeless


is 8 storeys high enough ? wht if i dnt die ?