Saturday, May 31, 2008
BRRT
stupid n70 cable dmn sai cnt connect wahh z
runng rly latee boo soo smell ya guys latr kkk
stupid n70 cable dmn sai cnt connect wahh z
runng rly latee boo soo smell ya guys latr kkk
windstruckk
i'm so sleepy evrytg in front of me s splittg into twos nd my head gets into suddn unwillg lost of control nd *jerks senses kick back momentarily
FRCKGG LONGGG WEEK x2 FINALLY OVRR
hm, its unbelievable, what cn happn within 2 weeks, lotsalots yaarhhh okay you think you'v guessd it tw's gng t go on nd on bout t 12day stay in camp woohoo naarhh
cnt rly rmbrr much of it anyway come t think of it, maybe fatimah shld startg blogging for me instead, day in day out haahhh
maybe ill come back t it tmr or smtg, nw rly bth
anyway, STEPH DNT USE MY GREY ND PINKISHRED
evryone stop being so emo cnn hello plss you're nt evn in t ARMY grr
made of honour was nicee marcus watch sure cry one laaa
its "an" shaun tsktskk
who s smiley ?
still got what
blaa cnt think
i'm so sleepy evrytg in front of me s splittg into twos nd my head gets into suddn unwillg lost of control nd *jerks senses kick back momentarily
FRCKGG LONGGG WEEK x2 FINALLY OVRR
hm, its unbelievable, what cn happn within 2 weeks, lotsalots yaarhhh okay you think you'v guessd it tw's gng t go on nd on bout t 12day stay in camp woohoo naarhh
cnt rly rmbrr much of it anyway come t think of it, maybe fatimah shld startg blogging for me instead, day in day out haahhh
maybe ill come back t it tmr or smtg, nw rly bth
anyway, STEPH DNT USE MY GREY ND PINKISHRED
evryone stop being so emo cnn hello plss you're nt evn in t ARMY grr
made of honour was nicee marcus watch sure cry one laaa
its "an" shaun tsktskk
who s smiley ?
still got what
blaa cnt think
Friday, May 30, 2008
there isnt any love left in this place
lights out soon it's gonna hit 12am soon and im going to bed real soon.
zomg i woke up super early this morning before the sun light up the city. that's like a rare chance you see me awake unless i didnt sleep the night before haha. i dragged myself of the bed to the toilet and was kinda shocked to see my oh-so-puffy-eyes. tsk i hate it man.
and did i tell you that yesterday night there was a war (like usual). i hate wars, i hate being upset, i hate you too (: and i was on the verge of killing myself and i msged jodie on impluse and i refused to take her calls and guess what, she was quite smart and she rang my home up. rarrrh. shan't talk anymore bout this.
trial btt was a disaster. because we're private students, we are only given to do 2 trials dammit. and weijin and i was like rushing like hell and in the end? we finished in say 20 mins and we left hur hur. and outcome was, both of us failed both test. the real one is tmr, seriously i dont wanna fail LOL i wanna drive ya know ya know? hahaha.
today seemed a little than the usual gloomy days i've had. maybe it's because of the "feasty breakfast" i had with weijin :D no wonder they say breakfasts are important! monster is sick yet again, so weak can.
and maybe i had my share of cakes today. i had small pieces of like 3 kinds of cakes and it really perked me up. carrot walnut which tasted super nice, this strawberry jam cake (ewww i know but it's nice, seriousleyyy) and apple walnut cheesecake :D :D nice nice. cant wait for the next!
somebody surprised me by dropping me an sms in the afternoon but then he ignored me after that ): ): and somebody said "we should buy a guitar" yet somebody doesnt allow me to learn guitar because i'm not eligible. (grade 8 big dealll marh) so somebody can you please enlighten me on why i should get a guitar too? guess somebody was really in good mood today, faking a sleepy voice so that he can go over with his section mates to disturb the other sections hahaha. and then 3 seconds later, he sounded super awake. tsk tsk tsk.
and so there's this mr/mrs anonymous who says he/she likes estlovespau. wonder whether it's a scam so we shan't be too happy just yet until the mr/mrs anonymous reveal him/herself. *hints*
anyway, two last photos for the day. it's compare-the-difference photos. (ans revealed next post LOL, but it's quite obvious)
i'm not trying, anymore.
Labels: white framed specs :D
Thursday, May 29, 2008
tonight will be the night that i will fall for you, over again.
been "pranked" lately by people i know, people i used to know, people i dont know. and how i go "what the hell, who are you" at every message received. and i'll immediately sms jodie to tell her and she'll go "ignore". but in the end, the person turns out to be someone i know hah. john lim hong guan thinks im too naive to be tricked hahaha. 
i have so many "i wanna" to do. i wanna learn guitar but eugene and jlhg thinks i should finish learning piano first. i wanna sit on a motorbike and go vroom vroom hahaha. i wanna get my driving license. i wanna sleep and sleep and sleep. i wanna be happy. i wanna make many many friends. i wanna start school and study really really hard. and so many more wannabes that's all kept in my heart.
you know as the sky turns dark i became worst and worst. i couldn't concentrate during piano, my fingers just couldnt move as i wanted them to. i think i'm deproving and i'm damn frustrated with myself. felt like slamming my fingers on the keys arghhhh. i'm not giving up, i'm just now in the mood.
as i walked back home i felt like i was back 2 weeks ago, 2 months ago. every place had it's meaning. rarrh this is just the beginning.
i just cant have any better things to say anymore.
oh yes, i'm having my trial btt tomorrow and i haven't finish reading that precious book. nuhhhhh i wanna get my license!!!
anyway gd luck for your IPPT tomorrow (:
dont make me change my mind
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
heaven knows what the future holds
today was a lil better (:
neither happy nor sad.
today was a lil better (:
neither happy nor sad.
and i have a sudden crave for cheesecakes i dont know why. a super chocolatey cake will do too. it's so boring, everything bores me. and i cant even sit in front of my piano for long anymore. i have quite alot of stuffs waiting for me to do yet i just wanna laze around and do nothing at all.
anyway i've received an invitation to Meridian's 4th college day hah (close your mouth before your jaw drops) nuhh i didnt get the acadamic excellence one that weijin's gotten duhhh, i'll be receiving the colours award. but i'm still deciding whether i should turn up or not. if weijin does, maybe i will hahaha. but then it's like a miracle that i can receive prizes on college day lol. i've been damn lousy in school rarrrh. so how, weijin all on you hahahaha.
now now i'm missing school. days where i meet the crazy people everyday for 8 hrs, having fun going crazy, getting into trouble, trying to talk in class, not doing tutorials, trying to skip lectures, go into tutorials late yadayada. clar asked me to get fairygodmother to bring it all back but seems like it's not possible anymore because fariygodmother doesn't have powers like that. she said "i cannot bring you back, but i can only allow the memories to live in you forever" so people, keep thinking back (though mama says that it's always good to look forward and not look back) about all the super fun and happy times we had =D and nvr forget what we've been through altogether hee =)
alright enough enough before i make all of you tear hahaha. have an early night all of you (:
whatever the outcome is just stay happy be happy be strong
or at least how the story goes~
Labels: im okay
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
take all the broken dreams away
nothing excites me. going to work bores me, but knocking off from work doesnt make me feel any bit of excitement though i should feel like "YAY WORK IS OVER I CAN GET AWAY FINALLY~~" but nooo, that isnt the case.
feeling really sleepy everyday and often i would just close my eyes to catch a few winks which looking at the computer or go for a 5 min toilet break haha. i've been slacking too much and my workload is piling up lol but that didnt stop me to stop slacking though hee. i'll just slack abit lesser than usual alright.
i've been thinking so much these days. what's right and what's wrong. but just, i cant come to a conclusion or maybe i just choose to avoid the conclusion because i very well know what's gonna happen. from the start, everything was a mistake and it shouldnt even have happened. nothing's changing =)
and i think it's real time i should stop interfering into other stuffs that i shouldn't be doing. i'm a listener, but i cant advice well. and i know how frustrating it is to be talking to someone who just listens and listens and listens when you're damn down and somehow it just seemed like you're talking to yourself because the person goes "ya", "and then?", "omg, how can like that..", "how arh..", "okay". and when you get sick of them, you excuse yourself saying you need the toilet hahaha. im sorry people, i really dont know how to console but but my shoulder would be nice to lean on :D
ahh what crap, why did i even talked about stuff like that. and once again i'm thinking whether i'm giving in too much into everything - maintaining family ties, friendships yadayadayada. somehow i dont see other people doing all that i've done or maybe i just couldnt see it. ahhhhh today is a tired day and i feel crappy as usual. i'm going to have an early night, i have so much to do and i'm so not looking forward to anything. i'm just waiting for the days to just pass by, and hope payday comes soon and maybe i COULD do some retail therapy.
and yarh i removed the navy blue polish from my nails because i wanna cut my nails because i dont wanna hurt my piano and now i look like as if im poisoned. next (emo) colour? how about red since elmo's red. hahaha.
nuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just no colour will do.
nothing excites me. going to work bores me, but knocking off from work doesnt make me feel any bit of excitement though i should feel like "YAY WORK IS OVER I CAN GET AWAY FINALLY~~" but nooo, that isnt the case.
feeling really sleepy everyday and often i would just close my eyes to catch a few winks which looking at the computer or go for a 5 min toilet break haha. i've been slacking too much and my workload is piling up lol but that didnt stop me to stop slacking though hee. i'll just slack abit lesser than usual alright.
i've been thinking so much these days. what's right and what's wrong. but just, i cant come to a conclusion or maybe i just choose to avoid the conclusion because i very well know what's gonna happen. from the start, everything was a mistake and it shouldnt even have happened. nothing's changing =)
and i think it's real time i should stop interfering into other stuffs that i shouldn't be doing. i'm a listener, but i cant advice well. and i know how frustrating it is to be talking to someone who just listens and listens and listens when you're damn down and somehow it just seemed like you're talking to yourself because the person goes "ya", "and then?", "omg, how can like that..", "how arh..", "okay". and when you get sick of them, you excuse yourself saying you need the toilet hahaha. im sorry people, i really dont know how to console but but my shoulder would be nice to lean on :D
ahh what crap, why did i even talked about stuff like that. and once again i'm thinking whether i'm giving in too much into everything - maintaining family ties, friendships yadayadayada. somehow i dont see other people doing all that i've done or maybe i just couldnt see it. ahhhhh today is a tired day and i feel crappy as usual. i'm going to have an early night, i have so much to do and i'm so not looking forward to anything. i'm just waiting for the days to just pass by, and hope payday comes soon and maybe i COULD do some retail therapy.
and yarh i removed the navy blue polish from my nails because i wanna cut my nails because i dont wanna hurt my piano and now i look like as if im poisoned. next (emo) colour? how about red since elmo's red. hahaha.
nuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just no colour will do.
someone who listens and someone who i can call who isnt afraid of love to share.
Monday, May 26, 2008
it seems almost impossible
i think i'll prolly stay at home for the next few weekends because seriously i'm out of mooolah. and that sucks seriousley.
not forgetting that today i (unfortunately) was mocked at, for my results which is like too much for me to take but then again, he might do worst. and when i was ranting to that somebody at night, he just laughed and yarh, i've got nothing to say anymore. I HATE YOU RARRRH. (lalala)
monday's over.
tomorrow's tuesday, sounds bad enough. tuesdays full moon ( i remember ), how i missed those days actually. argh stop.
met up with jodie after work and got nothing in the end, and i'm gonna stop shopping because seriously it's a waste of my time since i always get nothing in the end. on the way back she did something super hilarious that made me laughed like a crazy bitch LOL. that pair of red specs flew onto the ground lmao.
okay here's a nice song (:
imma lights out, tireddd!
i think i'll prolly stay at home for the next few weekends because seriously i'm out of mooolah. and that sucks seriousley.
not forgetting that today i (unfortunately) was mocked at, for my results which is like too much for me to take but then again, he might do worst. and when i was ranting to that somebody at night, he just laughed and yarh, i've got nothing to say anymore. I HATE YOU RARRRH. (lalala)
monday's over.
tomorrow's tuesday, sounds bad enough. tuesdays full moon ( i remember ), how i missed those days actually. argh stop.
met up with jodie after work and got nothing in the end, and i'm gonna stop shopping because seriously it's a waste of my time since i always get nothing in the end. on the way back she did something super hilarious that made me laughed like a crazy bitch LOL. that pair of red specs flew onto the ground lmao.
okay here's a nice song (:
imma lights out, tireddd!
the days just doesnt get better
stay with me tonight
sometimes you dont need the whole world to know that you're giving up.
because at the end of the everything, it only boils down to the two involved, you and him.
it's not working, self talks doesnt help. peer talks doesnt too.
today is probably just like yesterday, just so not my day.
havent been experiencing happiness recently.
nobody's able to help me.
okay i should stop whining and get my ass off here since it's 120am and i needa work tomorrow damn it. i need a holiday breakaway, soon.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Was out on friday right after dinner.... one of the lucky few to be out and gosh half the company had to be confined to do ippt skills training -.- and booking in at 4.45pm seriously sucks. worse news im booking out on sat nxt week.
accuracy of death was kinda lame show which was quite boring. i reckon watching action movies like indiana jones would provide more kick.
dont really have much things to say. how interesting can my post get anyway, just hoping to faster f out of bmt.
first things first
i had a bad dream last night,
night mare.
woke up thinking that it really happened because it's just so realll. and then i wonder if that would really happen one day (i hope not since it's a nightmare)
it's just so scary, i hate night mares.
and today? woke up at 1030am hell early and went out for breakfast with my family (it's been long). headed home, rest a bit and then head off to meet js vin. and we ended up at vivo say 4pm? and we waited for the rest until 6pm the GSS was going on but everything just seemed so messy and i hate crowds. forget bout all the squeezing and stuff.
and for the first time in my life, i caught a show sitting at the front row and rmb how i used to laugh at people doing that. it was such a torture but lucky there's a cute guy on the screen hah. dinner at Hans was quite bad, with a damn smelly table (but felt smelled better after the salt was removed), dirty chairs and mirror with houseflies ewwww.
and the starting of the show "accuracy of death" that we caught really got me thinking about death. what if i'll be gone tomorrow? whose gonna cry for me, where will i go to, will i be in pain, will i break the hearts of many and one thing for sure is that i'm gonna miss every single one of my friends and family members. just argh dont know what's gonna happen.
we left the place after the movie and managed to catch a train back to heartland. nothing much to say bout this though. just let it be that way maybe maybe it's gonna get better in time.
and it just has to get worst when i reach home.
it's a bad sign to break mirrors isn't it?
and thanks i broke one the moment i stepped into my room and it broke into so many pieces.
s h a t t e r e d.
was feeling damn damn terrible like something's gonna happen.
today just isnt my day, just end it quick.
jst tell me straight into my face that i dont mean anything to you.
i had a bad dream last night,
night mare.
woke up thinking that it really happened because it's just so realll. and then i wonder if that would really happen one day (i hope not since it's a nightmare)
it's just so scary, i hate night mares.
and today? woke up at 1030am hell early and went out for breakfast with my family (it's been long). headed home, rest a bit and then head off to meet js vin. and we ended up at vivo say 4pm? and we waited for the rest until 6pm the GSS was going on but everything just seemed so messy and i hate crowds. forget bout all the squeezing and stuff.
and for the first time in my life, i caught a show sitting at the front row and rmb how i used to laugh at people doing that. it was such a torture but lucky there's a cute guy on the screen hah. dinner at Hans was quite bad, with a damn smelly table (but felt smelled better after the salt was removed), dirty chairs and mirror with houseflies ewwww.
and the starting of the show "accuracy of death" that we caught really got me thinking about death. what if i'll be gone tomorrow? whose gonna cry for me, where will i go to, will i be in pain, will i break the hearts of many and one thing for sure is that i'm gonna miss every single one of my friends and family members. just argh dont know what's gonna happen.
we left the place after the movie and managed to catch a train back to heartland. nothing much to say bout this though. just let it be that way maybe maybe it's gonna get better in time.
and it just has to get worst when i reach home.
it's a bad sign to break mirrors isn't it?
and thanks i broke one the moment i stepped into my room and it broke into so many pieces.
s h a t t e r e d.
was feeling damn damn terrible like something's gonna happen.
today just isnt my day, just end it quick.
jst tell me straight into my face that i dont mean anything to you.
Labels: ima fool
Saturday, May 24, 2008
im gonna start blogging here before anything happens to this place.
im gonna keep this place alive.
ahhhh.
i dont really have anything to here now but,
everybody,
please be happy (:
im gonna keep this place alive.
ahhhh.
i dont really have anything to here now but,
everybody,
please be happy (:
Labels: be happy yo.
Monday, May 19, 2008
somebody's important day.
happy 19th birthday eugene (:
Labels: great day
Finally got my lazy ass to start blogging after that long and wonderful break. Having booked out on thursday night after a long confinement felt dam good. a freaking 5 days at home. woots. Sadly its coming to an end.
Yesterday was undoubtably the best birthday i had in my life so far, haha i did actually think i was going to town and wore something nice. eh shit i dont really have much time left... its 7 already and i started this post at 2pm. lol .
Ok thanks everyone for the bbq yesterday... was quite surprised that everyone could make it and thanks for making my my day. argh gtg alr... bye till nxt wk.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
waa
dmn dumb, came home wee 3 s yestdd thn com-d abit supposed t blog z but frckg tiredd like 40hours w\o sleep so thought k sleep awhile first *plonkk on t sofa thn opps z in t end 10am thn wake up seeg my bro mapleg.
haahh dint bathe agn, soo went bathee thn went back t sleep supposd t go ovr t somebdy's place thn t somebdy dint wake me up till someothrbdy woke me up which is nwww
so i'm gng ovr t t somebdy's house nw
took sergeant's ride yestdd, dmn highh, t guy in t hat's SHAUN, mj one loll section4 section commander, nd t guy in black's my sergeant, PATRICKK GWEE dint realise i dint get a good shot of him t entire night but nm laa still got lotsa chance since i'm gng aslc o.o loll sucha formal introduction
anyhell we ran arnd t entire of town on it thn went holland v ta eat cha cha cha some rly good mexican restaurant and frolick - frozen yogurt bar woo
holland v's dmn slackjack chill mama place siaal if only i stayd thr
thn ran arnd agnn dint knw what t do - watch movie ? so we went t ps but blaa no nice show
thn we dint want t go t zouk but t one in t hat had t go bc he promised his friend t be thr so he nd patty left us at ps nd they took anothr friend's ride dwn
while we sat dwn for starbucks. boo blackd out till arnd 2am bfore they came back t fetch us home.
fckk nd they saw FIONA XIE AGN z thn shaun said he alw sees her especially at that day s event,
READYSETGLO
okay t somebdy's rushg me liao
surprises
dmn dumb, came home wee 3 s yestdd thn com-d abit supposed t blog z but frckg tiredd like 40hours w\o sleep so thought k sleep awhile first *plonkk on t sofa thn opps z in t end 10am thn wake up seeg my bro mapleg.
haahh dint bathe agn, soo went bathee thn went back t sleep supposd t go ovr t somebdy's place thn t somebdy dint wake me up till someothrbdy woke me up which is nwww
so i'm gng ovr t t somebdy's house nw
took sergeant's ride yestdd, dmn highh, t guy in t hat's SHAUN, mj one loll section4 section commander, nd t guy in black's my sergeant, PATRICKK GWEE dint realise i dint get a good shot of him t entire night but nm laa still got lotsa chance since i'm gng aslc o.o loll sucha formal introduction
anyhell we ran arnd t entire of town on it thn went holland v ta eat cha cha cha some rly good mexican restaurant and frolick - frozen yogurt bar woo
holland v's dmn slackjack chill mama place siaal if only i stayd thr
thn ran arnd agnn dint knw what t do - watch movie ? so we went t ps but blaa no nice show
thn we dint want t go t zouk but t one in t hat had t go bc he promised his friend t be thr so he nd patty left us at ps nd they took anothr friend's ride dwn
while we sat dwn for starbucks. boo blackd out till arnd 2am bfore they came back t fetch us home.
fckk nd they saw FIONA XIE AGN z thn shaun said he alw sees her especially at that day s event,
READYSETGLO
okay t somebdy's rushg me liao
surprises
Saturday, May 17, 2008
lighty
whaat a week,
GRANDSLAM
kilo &its screwd up management
28km
a POP that nv felt one bit like one
i was so i wna bookout bookout bookout on mon tues wed thurs fri nd thn whooshh wantd t blog bamm evrytg nd gushh spare t eyes
but t 28km was nuts, our PC was fckg crazy, by right is march 4km in 45mins thn rest 15mins, but we were like marchg 5km in 45mins nd restg for less thn 10mins. fckkg hell nd we overtook t SIONGest company in sispec BRAVO company. bc bravo's t first t move out followd by kilo. shaggd like fckk first time i tio abraeezionn nd you dnt wanaa knw whr z thn they make you stand w fieldpack on in t chevron's square thn they come dwn t lines slap coporal ranks on you.
that was 7am. fastforward 7hours latrr jst rdy t bookout o.o so dumb right stay at coyline do dumb thing settle store items laaa give postg
expectd i tio ASLC but z in t end only 3 from my section went, dmn siann laaa go aslc nd dieee somemore no imbaa buddies. fckkk majority went ARMOUR TRAING INSTITUTE while a handful went t AIRFORCE CREW fckg slack 9-5 evryday play psp. hm thn my platoon got some tio SIGNALS also quite shiok, got 1 MP thn got 1 FIELDDD ENGINEER = GG thn got 1, strike lottery UAV SPEC basketttt like wana kill him.
aslc sucks laa w\o your buddies fckk thn first week alrd confined sat &sun knn but anyway wadevaaa la loseg t want t bookout t see t faces who put cn put t smile back on faces
arhhh babbleg, i havn slept for 36hours
my mind's in a whirl
is this how it ends
whaat a week,
GRANDSLAM
kilo &its screwd up management
28km
a POP that nv felt one bit like one
i was so i wna bookout bookout bookout on mon tues wed thurs fri nd thn whooshh wantd t blog bamm evrytg nd gushh spare t eyes
but t 28km was nuts, our PC was fckg crazy, by right is march 4km in 45mins thn rest 15mins, but we were like marchg 5km in 45mins nd restg for less thn 10mins. fckkg hell nd we overtook t SIONGest company in sispec BRAVO company. bc bravo's t first t move out followd by kilo. shaggd like fckk first time i tio abraeezionn nd you dnt wanaa knw whr z thn they make you stand w fieldpack on in t chevron's square thn they come dwn t lines slap coporal ranks on you.
that was 7am. fastforward 7hours latrr jst rdy t bookout o.o so dumb right stay at coyline do dumb thing settle store items laaa give postg
expectd i tio ASLC but z in t end only 3 from my section went, dmn siann laaa go aslc nd dieee somemore no imbaa buddies. fckkk majority went ARMOUR TRAING INSTITUTE while a handful went t AIRFORCE CREW fckg slack 9-5 evryday play psp. hm thn my platoon got some tio SIGNALS also quite shiok, got 1 MP thn got 1 FIELDDD ENGINEER = GG thn got 1, strike lottery UAV SPEC basketttt like wana kill him.
aslc sucks laa w\o your buddies fckk thn first week alrd confined sat &sun knn but anyway wadevaaa la loseg t want t bookout t see t faces who put cn put t smile back on faces
arhhh babbleg, i havn slept for 36hours
my mind's in a whirl
is this how it ends
Sunday, May 11, 2008
tonguetied
its crazy seriously
WHAT HAPPNS IS VEGAS
t craziest things happns in vegas, hilarious things happns aftr vegas, bitchy stuff mousetraps sparks happns aftr vegas, feelgs surface aftr vegas, realisation happns aftr vegas,
love happns aftr vegas
nice show diaz keeps appearg rly ugly nd thn she does a 180º becomes pretty but arhh she s ugly most of t time
kutchr was smashg he s got killr eyes nd smile nd his got this dmn naawwhhttyy pokr face nolinkk
hm its t same old stereotype plot, boy detests girl girl detests boy quarrel fight thn omg
"i love him\her"
but it doesnt feel "i'vseenthisbfore" nd t cast nv fails t tickle you t giggles nd t heartbreak moments yarhh did yank at strings nicee show ilikeit nd somebdy cn amazegly sleep through half t show, she s becomeg like her boyf siaa
woohoo rly into leona lewis recently, shyt but she reminds me of huda loll dono why
its t way she puts evrytg into her song, evokes
bleedglovebettrintimeyesterdaytbestyounvhadfootprintsintsandamomentlikethis
oh yarh she got 5 new bonus tracks, asian version, but all fastfast one she shld stick t ballads beeelllltt
but arghh i need someone t talk t
i need t relax nd jst be myself, idwiniwi
kkk pandaeyes
ball8:45am
its crazy seriously
WHAT HAPPNS IS VEGAS
t craziest things happns in vegas, hilarious things happns aftr vegas, bitchy stuff mousetraps sparks happns aftr vegas, feelgs surface aftr vegas, realisation happns aftr vegas,
love happns aftr vegas
its jst becomes evn hardr thn it alrd is
nice show diaz keeps appearg rly ugly nd thn she does a 180º becomes pretty but arhh she s ugly most of t time
kutchr was smashg he s got killr eyes nd smile nd his got this dmn naawwhhttyy pokr face nolinkk
its wrong that i'm feelg this way bc its t right thing t do
hm its t same old stereotype plot, boy detests girl girl detests boy quarrel fight thn omg
"i love him\her"
but it doesnt feel "i'vseenthisbfore" nd t cast nv fails t tickle you t giggles nd t heartbreak moments yarhh did yank at strings nicee show ilikeit nd somebdy cn amazegly sleep through half t show, she s becomeg like her boyf siaa
maybe i'm jst too used t sayg no
woohoo rly into leona lewis recently, shyt but she reminds me of huda loll dono why
its t way she puts evrytg into her song, evokes
bleedglovebettrintimeyesterdaytbestyounvhadfootprintsintsandamomentlikethis
oh yarh she got 5 new bonus tracks, asian version, but all fastfast one she shld stick t ballads beeelllltt
its soo hard t explain
but arghh i need someone t talk t
i need t relax nd jst be myself, idwiniwi
restrains evryone's feelg so uptight maybe we shld all jst be happy for a bit
kkk pandaeyes
ball8:45am
Saturday, May 10, 2008
bear
wastewastewaste nd it gets evn worst bc things clash fckk
nm it alw has t happn nd it alw happns nd it'd nv stop happng so why dnt i jst stop
havn done anytg for mothr s day,
rushg kinda last min 9:11 alrd im gonna be late
slept t whole day tdy again, till 3+ rarrhh com-d till t rascal brought his friends ovr stole t com away, coup-d up in t room tv-d SMALLVILLE waah rekindled dmn nice sian shldnt hav stoppd chaseg t show ages back,
dinnr-d w dad at t coffeeshop ordrd too much loll eat until cnt walkk
evryone's out,
hm its anothr new door whn miss C said she s gt a feelg that evryone in my family's liveg on their own islandd
hw true nd ouchh loll
byebyeeloll
wastewastewaste nd it gets evn worst bc things clash fckk
nm it alw has t happn nd it alw happns nd it'd nv stop happng so why dnt i jst stop
havn done anytg for mothr s day,
rushg kinda last min 9:11 alrd im gonna be late
slept t whole day tdy again, till 3+ rarrhh com-d till t rascal brought his friends ovr stole t com away, coup-d up in t room tv-d SMALLVILLE waah rekindled dmn nice sian shldnt hav stoppd chaseg t show ages back,
dinnr-d w dad at t coffeeshop ordrd too much loll eat until cnt walkk
evryone's out,
hm its anothr new door whn miss C said she s gt a feelg that evryone in my family's liveg on their own islandd
hw true nd ouchh loll
byebyeeloll
lightng
k imma sleep nw
feeeuuww time flies bslc's ovr in a flash, okay nt quite, next week will be our last week.
grandslam
3d2n field camp or rathr 3x 24hr day field camp, evryone wld be walkg zombies by t end of it.
t most important field camp of bslc simulatd missions, whr commandrs access you blaa blaa on your leadrship capability this nd these z but t shytiest part is they wnt let you sleep, instead you hav t be on-guard 24\7 jst in case "enemies" decide t attack us in t middle of t night
thn thr's t 28km route march, aftr which they'll slap t coporal rank on your arm piakk coporal sounds frckg small
which brings me t t point bout havn t prepare t coporal stitchd-on no.4s, soo we need t hav at least 1 smart4 w rank sewn on nd 1 no.4 w velcro sewn on. its almost impossible t go dwn t beach road t do it bc, t entire of sispec bslc is gng t be thr, soo i needa find someplace else decent enough t nt screw my no.4 up. qn is
whr
final soc nd ippt tests, gold\diamonds dint hav t take t test again. hit a 9:22 for t soc, 700m soc 600m, surprised myself
boredd
all t hype hip t fri's sentosa outg w section, dint go in t end bc t anal sergeant major wasnt satisfied w our area cleang nd our discipline, naggd naggd "i'm nt angry, but i'm very disappointd w all of you, doesnt mean i shout means i angry" yadayada so what was supposd t be a late morning bookout became a early aftrnoon bookout, left camp arnd 1, fish &co-d w sergeants nd section3\4 separate plans fell apart as well nd i ended up at home, slept all t way till 11
gaah this seems like a chore
i'm like fallg asleep at t keyboard,
kkk come back for you guys latrr
etnv ♠ o
k imma sleep nw
feeeuuww time flies bslc's ovr in a flash, okay nt quite, next week will be our last week.
grandslam
3d2n field camp or rathr 3x 24hr day field camp, evryone wld be walkg zombies by t end of it.
t most important field camp of bslc simulatd missions, whr commandrs access you blaa blaa on your leadrship capability this nd these z but t shytiest part is they wnt let you sleep, instead you hav t be on-guard 24\7 jst in case "enemies" decide t attack us in t middle of t night
thn thr's t 28km route march, aftr which they'll slap t coporal rank on your arm piakk coporal sounds frckg small
which brings me t t point bout havn t prepare t coporal stitchd-on no.4s, soo we need t hav at least 1 smart4 w rank sewn on nd 1 no.4 w velcro sewn on. its almost impossible t go dwn t beach road t do it bc, t entire of sispec bslc is gng t be thr, soo i needa find someplace else decent enough t nt screw my no.4 up. qn is
whr
final soc nd ippt tests, gold\diamonds dint hav t take t test again. hit a 9:22 for t soc, 700m soc 600m, surprised myself
boredd
all t hype hip t fri's sentosa outg w section, dint go in t end bc t anal sergeant major wasnt satisfied w our area cleang nd our discipline, naggd naggd "i'm nt angry, but i'm very disappointd w all of you, doesnt mean i shout means i angry" yadayada so what was supposd t be a late morning bookout became a early aftrnoon bookout, left camp arnd 1, fish &co-d w sergeants nd section3\4 separate plans fell apart as well nd i ended up at home, slept all t way till 11
gaah this seems like a chore
i'm like fallg asleep at t keyboard,
kkk come back for you guys latrr
etnv ♠ o
Sunday, May 4, 2008
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clar s post is super lame
clar s post is super lame
iDINTSLEEP
i was like dupr shaggdd aftr t beachh getaway throbbg headache loll but in t cab i was sayg hw i'd go home nd thn be full of energy again. no surprise, i was. but i dint expect t energy t last so longg loll
so much so that i dint sleep at ALL, ta tata taaa ta-d t com till 7am thn clar left for t market, wantd t sleep but i rmbrd i dled platypus so loaded it into t psp, playd awhile, spawnd on playd naruto thn ZOMG 8am. hm aint tiredd
so
i
went
t
GYM! loll
came up, shakd t mouse, hey! she s backk
"clar says:
the sun damn goood
elevnte says:
mhmhmhmh
elevnte says:
you go market do what
clar says:
eh i thought you were like GOING DOWN NOW
clar says:
GO SWIM FIRSTT
clar says:
im blogging : P
elevnte says:
waittt
elevnte says:
la
elevnte says:
i also blogging
elevnte says:
LOLLL
clar says:
LOL
clar says:
okay
soooBRB
btw, this is hawwtt
i was like dupr shaggdd aftr t beachh getaway throbbg headache loll but in t cab i was sayg hw i'd go home nd thn be full of energy again. no surprise, i was. but i dint expect t energy t last so longg loll
so much so that i dint sleep at ALL, ta tata taaa ta-d t com till 7am thn clar left for t market, wantd t sleep but i rmbrd i dled platypus so loaded it into t psp, playd awhile, spawnd on playd naruto thn ZOMG 8am. hm aint tiredd
so
i
went
t
GYM! loll
came up, shakd t mouse, hey! she s backk
"clar says:
the sun damn goood
elevnte says:
mhmhmhmh
elevnte says:
you go market do what
clar says:
eh i thought you were like GOING DOWN NOW
clar says:
GO SWIM FIRSTT
clar says:
im blogging : P
elevnte says:
waittt
elevnte says:
la
elevnte says:
i also blogging
elevnte says:
LOLLL
clar says:
LOL
clar says:
okay
soooBRB
btw, this is hawwtt
callashleycallashley
OVER HER DEAD BODY
loll rly slow start, i was dreadg a repeat of run papa run but hey, it turnd out jst fine jst like definitely, maybe nd it was frckg, frckgg hilarious loll. so guy girl gng ta get married thn girl dies comically, guy gets rly depressd stuck in trauma sis worries urges him t a psychic, which he reluctantly agrees t. surprisely he starts t fall for her, nd thn storms brew whn his fiancee returns t earth arhhhhh cuttd dnt wana spoilr loll acty is lazy t continue wahahaa
but t lead looks frckg like t guy in mr bean, you knw that one, t hotel breakfast or smtg which he eats smtg like a hotdog thn bean copies nd eats 5 of it loll.
longoria wasnt rly sexy or wadeva average weien evn said she lookd worst thn anytg. ashley, t psychic, wasnt gisele bundchen aftr all, some othr girl lake bell, but paltrow still pwns her laa steph.
bought a below average shirt, impulse as usual bc i cldnt get t shirt i wantd, siannn but i got a belt, a lil diffrnt for what i want, w\o a nice big buckle but hopefully t prints do some good layrg.
gav fatimah away t her whoevr thn we recce-d ehub cldnt find a decent queueless resturant z so we ended up trackg back t downtown, ate subwayyyy nt enough my appetite is growg biggr but im aint growg biggr needa footlng next time. moviedd, laughd like crazyyhaahhh, took picts w t ferris wheel you'v soo gotta see t imba pict i took i wana pick up photography in uni i wana adidas-diesel iwtopman iwlottathings thn went t get fatimah back. stargazdd pathetic but we bored t girls out w armytalk i thinkk, cabbd home thn shazaam ! 5am time flies
k i'm gng t t gym tmr
jst rmbrd imma gng t get t ushr\bouncr job at zouk we'v onlyy got 4 mins t sav t worldd
maybe we cld newyorknewyork tmr, mission accomplishdd
nightsworld
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OVER HER DEAD BODY
loll rly slow start, i was dreadg a repeat of run papa run but hey, it turnd out jst fine jst like definitely, maybe nd it was frckg, frckgg hilarious loll. so guy girl gng ta get married thn girl dies comically, guy gets rly depressd stuck in trauma sis worries urges him t a psychic, which he reluctantly agrees t. surprisely he starts t fall for her, nd thn storms brew whn his fiancee returns t earth arhhhhh cuttd dnt wana spoilr loll acty is lazy t continue wahahaa
but t lead looks frckg like t guy in mr bean, you knw that one, t hotel breakfast or smtg which he eats smtg like a hotdog thn bean copies nd eats 5 of it loll.
longoria wasnt rly sexy or wadeva average weien evn said she lookd worst thn anytg. ashley, t psychic, wasnt gisele bundchen aftr all, some othr girl lake bell, but paltrow still pwns her laa steph.
bought a below average shirt, impulse as usual bc i cldnt get t shirt i wantd, siannn but i got a belt, a lil diffrnt for what i want, w\o a nice big buckle but hopefully t prints do some good layrg.
gav fatimah away t her whoevr thn we recce-d ehub cldnt find a decent queueless resturant z so we ended up trackg back t downtown, ate subwayyyy nt enough my appetite is growg biggr but im aint growg biggr needa footlng next time. moviedd, laughd like crazyyhaahhh, took picts w t ferris wheel you'v soo gotta see t imba pict i took i wana pick up photography in uni i wana adidas-diesel iwtopman iwlottathings thn went t get fatimah back. stargazdd pathetic but we bored t girls out w armytalk i thinkk, cabbd home thn shazaam ! 5am time flies
k i'm gng t t gym tmr
jst rmbrd imma gng t get t ushr\bouncr job at zouk we'v onlyy got 4 mins t sav t worldd
maybe we cld newyorknewyork tmr, mission accomplishdd
nightsworld
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