Saturday, April 25, 2009


Touch My Hand - David Archuleta

i'll nv get t chance again















its wht i think of whnevr i come by this place, barren, sparse, lost in t past. nd t dp looks dmn weird whr did my bannr go.

yep i've jst spent wasted anothr day sittg arnd, sighg, puttg my hands up in t air, like i'm totally maximiseg utiliseg my time outta tht fck of a place. howevr, it acty isnt tht bad. thr s alot of interaction between alot of different people in thr, nd sometimes people rly surprise you. things hav definitely gotten bettr since t initial period steppg into tekong, maybe bc maybe, i finally settled in ?, hectic schedules mean takeg my mind off alot of things, nd i cn smell my pink ic. haah a little too early talk yeahh.

earth s dying jst look at t weather. blowg hot nd cold, its lik she's throwg bck evrytg we did t her. you realise hw helpless we are ? fckg homo sapiens thinkg they rule t world biggest best of them all; extra terrestials sniggerg at us through a screen onboard a mothership 124236 times largr thn earth hidden by iCloak, anti-detection system future "eeetttzz timmee to egggzzteerrrmmiinnnaatttteee theemmm errrrrthhllinnnggggzzz"

fck i'm sittg at my com nd its one of those days, lookg at t blue-lit interiors of my cpu through t transparent side panel, i wnaa pull t plug outta myself die fr a few days maybe rid of all t crap tht s fckg me upside dwn smtg lik defragmentg c drive disk cleanup

god

do you guys knw wht 20yrs of age mean ?
its means you'v jst lived 1/3 of yr life nd wtf hav you done ?
mann you're fckg old
i mean look at times long gone are t days people live till ripeold century of an age unless of course you live in t waterfalls deep in japan nd lived on greens yr entire life.
i mean, i dnt mind dying at 60 you get wht i mean ? maybe ill regret wht im sayg in my latr yrs but you agree w me ? its nt worth liveg in this world whr gravity, "gravity" othr thn earth's natural pull, jst pulls you drags you into t ground w each step you take, okay i might regret this life nt liveg wht am i sayg hw far hav i gone

wht hav you done in life ? with, life. i need t sit up nd rethink instead of hateg this nd tht rantg nd rantg. why cnt t world be jst some happy colorful rainbow land whr evryones born w megawatt smiles programmed only w positive attitudes sounds like barbie world lol hw funny wld tht be i needa rethink, or rathr sit dwn nd think fr t first time wht i want in life wht im gng t do w whtevr time i hav left i wna restart but tht will nv happn, so its eithr start soon or nv bc time waits fr no man z tht s frckg hairpullg cliche time wnt wait fr you, neithr will tide lol

did you read thursday's MIND YOUR BODY ? fck its demoraliseg. findg out tht yr neurons start deconnectg itself by late 20s which means you get dumbr slowr stupidr, tht yr ears start failg you start 20, but t most shockg's gt t be t cross section picture of our thigh muscle. you cn cry lookg at t picture.
i dnt wna grow old, i realise its smtg nt one of us here is rdy fr, daresay thought thoroughly nd willg acceptg nd comeg t terms w. i guess it comes w age, furthr maturity. cn you imagine yr parents at t age of 60 ? wht will they look like, hw will they be ?
t fact is age creeps up t us slowly but surely thus as time goes by you take things in yr stride nd learn t grow strong in t presence of any form of weakness.

you nv knw hw detrimental some stuff you put yrself through t things you do t yrself till too late, so evrybdy pls love yrself, take care of yrself, love those arnd you, take good care of them, embrace wht you have, start learng t love life as it is, nd most imptly, be happy for yourself, as well as for those around you.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

new sum tink ike tatwascoming,n soi aited.
dit iavensayYESinde pus flace?



我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以後

离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以後才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起 说过的永远



you broke yr promise

Thursday, April 2, 2009

i jst spent t whole night youtubeg

youtuber are you addictd t youtube ? addiction sounds rly serious. rephrase, are you hookd on youtube ? thn you're a youtubaaholic lmao

anyway i caught almost t entire sequence of JJ's concert, though it being in bits nd pieces nt t mention bad bad audio quality but oh well too bad you paid 2x$128 fr a concert which you dint go :l
but he's good yeah acty i wldnt hav thought of youtube till eug told me abt t concert being a bomb, especially JJ nd fan wei qi's version of 小酒窝
hm yaarhh she certainly brought across a much bettr version, in terms of vocal quality as well as capability, nt sayg ah sa isnt good, jst tht fwq's gt this husky bass voice which cn go rly, i mean rly highhh thus complementg no thus v much compatible w JJ. nddd she brought abt a much more interestg version thn ahsa, but hm its alw t case whn a song gets sung live by a different artiste a different version, it almost alw sounds bettr.

lol but JJ sounded worst thn a wannabe on css whn he sang 只对你有感觉 w BY2 man it was eeks but if JJ cnt sing a particular song, who cn ? only FRH cn boooo
steph nd jodie's been laughg at hw they own us totally evrytime we sing tht song lol nw you knw t problem s w t song, nt us lol srry girls but i totally xx FRH cnt sing cnt dance whaattt ?

but t 重点 fr tdy is, BY2


















mygawdd 17 these year, super sweet vocals mind youu they cn sing, play t piano, violin, but most of all, they've gt da moves yo serious shyt i'm tellg you i mean they're dmn good laaa waahlao only 17 nd alrd kickg jolin's ass who ? jolin ? plss
rlyy i think they're bettr thn jolin wu niang wu niang lao niang lmao

yaarhh so i spent quite awhile watchg them on 百分百, 我猜, 棒棒糖 yadaa nd you knw wht they comeg out w their 2nd album
people are sick tired of lil girls actg cute sweetie pie yii yii voice, these two are singapore's answr t t stereotypd (水蜜桃姐姐 黑社会妹妹 PLS WAKE UP) blaa i sound lik im promoteg them lol but who wna bet w me, 5 years dwn t road these two will be burng up dancefloors lik nobdy s business, provided they dnt grow up ugly lmao k 3 fr startrs t blow you away





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