Sunday, March 30, 2008

these few days has been love (:

and i could actually spent everyday of my weekend with all my lovables which makes me go :D :D :D when i think of all those things that happened. hah thank you people namely my family taiwen eugene weijin junsheng weien vincent jodie :D did i forget anybody? hah i hope not =/ [clar and kim you're below!!]

met them all at cityhall at 730pm (well actually 8pm) and headed to marina square for uhmmm late dinner lol. marina square seemed to become our favourite hang out place though theres not much of things to do there lol. every weekend we meet, it'll be set at marina square hah. and so after much considerations and complaints of hungry growling stomachs they had, we settled for our initial plan : Hot Pot Culture. hahaha ordered like mad again this time and they enjoyed their food especially tw hahaha. hey MARIA i know you will only see this next sat but YOU STILL OWE ME A PRAWN :D better return one to me before i send you back to INDIA TO COOK CURRY okay. we had like lotsa fun eating, laughing and of course listening to our dear future sergeants talk about their so called screwed-up-no-life life.

and so i was suppose to head over jodie's place for a stayover which my mumdad didnt believed that i was going ALONE tsk. but the guys decided that they wanna come over to my place to sing+drink but but but we didnt do any of the above mentioned instead we TABOOed, POKERed, BRIDGEd yada yada yada. and so i asked jodie darling to come over ot moy house instead, im so sorrrrrrry girl hahaha.

so i did as planned, i stayed up the whole night but i still didnt get to scream out so loud that all my trouble flies away. so so so i havent been sleeping for 2 days oh actually i slept for 3 hrs lol. and so im having a bad headache now and im sorry i couldnt turn up for the dinner tonight! sorry girls. (:

weien js tw left at 8am while jodie and eugene continued to sleep and i joined them until 11am and that weirdo pig slept till 1pm HAH. we headed to the coffee shop for lunchie and had the ultimate umbrella fight on the way there since it was raining hahaha and will show you guys a picture of a SO CUTE UMBRELLA! hahahaha.

came home karaoke-d for a while, LEARNT TO PLAY SUMMER :D and then left for tw's place to get eugene's harddisk and they went home. the weather is like SUPER HOT. i said the weather, not eugene, so pls dont come telling me that youre hot hahaha :x

and so, i swear EST is love hahaha. but soon, in ten days time, i needa wait like every 6 days before i can see ET over the week ends. how sad awwwww and i'll be alone in mainland lol. but but but patience is a virtue rightttt i still have jodie darling but she's always so busy with her not3not4 friends roars.

9pm night is still young but i got to sleep soon and in greatest sympathy with tw and js because their both so reluctant to go back to camp. its okay a week will pass by fast! press on! ahh clarice&kim i havent forgotten bout you two, join us this coming weekend alright :D LOVEEE.




so now, weirdo what have you got to say, i have just contributed a post not too short which took me just mmm 20 minutes. tsk i think it would have taken you 8 hrs. come home quick! hahaha gd luck for your BTT tomorrow and ARE YOU GOING WITH ME TMR NOT -.-

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i gotta leav in half an hour !

nd i havn packd a single shyt sure forget things one
kinda missd a couple of weeks mind s blank at t moment cnt think of anytg

army dmn sian laa wana awol
bookout so short rarrh,

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so we went hotpot last night, they'v got steamboat's basic fare, plus lotsa nice buffet ala-carte stuff. nt bad laa quite nice but evrytg good comes at a price. we kinda paid a whoopg 30 bucks for it, hmm but i wnt mind gng back thr again t whack their prawns LOLL.

thn aftr much hesitation, we decided t ton at steph house, supposd t drink nd ktv-nt-so-loudly so we bought mixrs but lmao in t end, we went thr t play bridge poker still got what OH YARHH TABOO wah dmn siann nv won a single rnd jodo fault laa talk like ahma talk so slow but also eug nd steph fault they like 24/7 tgt one of course telepathic liao tio boh.

JEST right o.o

best thing is in t end we dint touch t vodkas barcadis that we wantd t drown ourselves in. thn aft that evryone like konkdout left me, dj in t house. left in t morning thn sleep blaa blaa thn so fast must book in liao.


boringgg k ciao seeyall in a week s time
那永恒的泪 凝固那一句话

Wednesday, March 26, 2008



Quite some time since my last post. Well im back. There are lots of things i want to say and dont want to say. Not sure where to start cos i cnt even see my own post on the blog its been all tw's post so where did i left off ?
Alright ill just touch on a few points here.

Somebody please remind me that the deadline for local university is in 5 days ? and i haven chosen any course to go. Not that i have a choice, i would gladly love to put accounting as first choice and banking and finance as second and the rest can leave blank bt ill just be hoping for the impossible there. i did flip through the ntu book and the courses seems bori
ng. no interest in engineering / science whatsoever. i think im the only one left that hasnt applied for any thing yet. but even if i apply im 90% positive im gonna reject them . Sim accounting is out for me. cos its part time from 2nd year onwards. Overseas>>? seriously considering this option now. The thought of independence is inviting but i know very well i lack discipline whn im on my own.

My basic theory test is in 4 days speaking of which i touched that darn book less that 5 times and i failed both the trials ? procrestinate i suppose thats what i do best.

Nothings changed much cept im sleeping later than normal thanks to my new blue psp =D currently playing patapon and FF7 crisis core, FF7 is super fun game.
im sleeping at 4 am plus now zomg.currently and in army im supposed to wake up at that time z.
Im supposed to get myself ready for this this rite of passage and instead of preparing im doing the total opposite. 1 week before enlisting im gonna change to black plastic specs which will look like o.o that. everybody says " 赚很多钱的人未必有很多钱, 会肾钱的人才是有钱"
whatever money i managed to save i spend it. looks like my wife better be somebody whose thrifty if nt later both go on spending spree thn bankrupt lol.

Js and Tw finished bmt n went to SISPEC ( Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement) lol.
I'm embarking on a new journey of my life in 13days 13 hours ( at the point blogged) . Which is less than 2 weeks time. Half of me wants to quickly get my ass in , the other half is still half
hearted. And i keep saying i want go ocs, bt that will most likely change when i go in cos i have to think about -how to survive 2 weeks confinement away from home and everything
-whether ill adapt well to army life
- whether i can get along well with my company + buddy
- whether i will get depression
- whether i will gt withdrawal symtoms from nt touching my computer
- whether ill die from boredom

and so the list goes on. I have to change my mindset, how i perceive and judge things, how to keep things under control and lastly to be who i really am. Remember tw said army is like a game and he's gonna pawn it. in the end go in also 'yes sir yes sir' three bags full. so im assuming there isnt much to do to change anything. Im not particularly worried that my parents are not going to send me off on that day though. Ahh i just had mac for supper, Delicious. Next time will be mac delivery to tekong plz.

ok i cnt remember what else i want to say so heres a pic to get by


tw me n js on the flying coaster ... me waving gdbye to you



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Saturday, March 22, 2008

we're backk

dono why but its veh difficult, for me at least, t giv a general overall rating of smtg. okay like its difficult for me t describe nd summarise ns in 1 word, nobdy cn.
its like ppl ask you, e"ey ns hw ? fun nt ?"
blaa dnt knw bout you but i rly dnt knw hw t answr.
i giv retarded answrs like "yarh fun laa but dmn sian" bc rly what like you hav lotsa fun w bunkmates this nd that, dng stupid things disturbg sergeants interactg w them etc thn whn its crunchtime youll rly hate t army. mmm

so lol "hw s genting ? fun nt ?" RARRHH
okay genting fun la but it cld hav been bettr. bettr answr ? lol
ill go in t details alil latr laa k, needa zao liao.

but, t aftrmath aftrtaste of genting dint rly last long enough, like thr s little immediate recollection of 精点. maybe bc evry single happng was dmn fun thn no outstandg ones or maybe non of it was memorable at all LOLL shld be t first reason la.
but moreovr, its acty t postgs nd impendg deadline for U applications that s naturally takeg first priority in your minds, evn for me.

k so im postd t [S]chool of [I]nfantry [Spec]ialists, which is t luckiest of t lot, ocs man &commandocourse.
moderate pay, shld be t most slack btwn ocs nd commando nd thr s lessr confinements.
period of t course is also shortr thn ocs, 6 months compared t 9, still got what.

arh but dmn sian they ask you t bring evrtyg SAF issued t you on t first day of enlistment, which weigh like tons thn you needa report by 0830h latest z
dint they evr considerd takeg mrt on weekday mornings w 2 extremely huge nd clumbersome rocks is suicide ?
its alrd tough enough maneuverg w two shytclunks, let alone tryg t get onto an mrt full of halfawake grumpy commutrs gng t work. so what, in ordr t avoid t clash, we're expectd t leav earlir say like takeg t first train or shld we attempt awol nd report only at 12pm

gaah sian gotta go prepare liao.
好累好累

Monday, March 17, 2008

k t fckk 330

no time liao i havn pack havn charge ipod psp phone


gentg\kl for 4days is rly a waste. hm acty 3days 2nights enough le, t play t shop t eat.
but arh maybe, nd i hope, my mindset will change whn i reach t place, if nt ill go thr nd rot accordg t certain ppl.



jst whn i thought i was gng t get a lifeline on my education, all these ppl so had t come clobber my hopes again. t situation's like this
i did rly bad, nd i jst want t get myself into one of t local Us, logically, t 'lousiest' course which no one wants t take, aka civil engineerg.
hm acty maybe nt laa thr's this stereotype image of engineers, dirty, in pyjamas suits, hammerg solderg fixg stuff this nd that, which makes ppl deter away from takeg a degree in engineerg.
its like, you all rmbr nt, whn young that time, so cute o.o
"boy arhh, what you wana be next time ?"
"i want t be a doctor ! i want t be a lawyer !"
who in t right mind wld, i wana be an engineer :) youll get a smack right in t head from your mum. haah no laa but that s jst what i think, nobdy wants t be an engineer.

which is why i was glad, bc i thought nobdy wld come snatch t places w me, but thnn, heyho evrybdy, turns out, thinks t same as me !

ppl who dint rly do that bad, say B C C are all seriously considerg engineerg courses. gaah that s so assureg. ppl tell me, hw mindblowg it is, t wait for t dmn lettr of confirmation from t U if you score crap in As. some get it, heaps of relief, some jst dnt hear a single thing from them at all. cnt wait for 1st april t come man, so that i cn experience that shytlong time of a wait z

talkg rubbish liao
anyway sayonara for 4days dudes.

rmbr t miss me k lol
doubt anybdy will anyway

Saturday, March 15, 2008

seee nw he's copyg my t fckk

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that s my fav song at t moment.
oh yarh commentg on eug's obsession w me, he copys me t t max, like since j1.
jstasksteph lolll


somewhr in t corners of my mind
i cn see you standg by my side
its a perfect picture evrytime
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whn i see you smile

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Blog song changed! lol yu tian was getting boring.


fifa08 >> pes2008

dono why ey but i jst dnt like pes8 as much as i like pes6 that time.
last time right we all play pes6 until dmn fun dmn fun, thn fifa08 come out i play thn i think pes6 nicer. but thn play 08 long liao thn woots nt bad. thn got news of pes8 comeg out wahh dmn happy thn cnt wait. but whn it evntually came out, it was as big as it promised t be. t me la at least.
gameplay isnt as smooth, its rly choppy nd t playrs jst look bad, seriously. fifa's modellg nd personification of t playrs is way bettr thn pes, plus fifa has full commentary, smtg that rly helps improve t gaming experience.

T FCKK t whole world's frettg ovr what uni nd course t go t, compareg nd contrastg t respectiv Us nd courses nd here i am analyseg psp games. reflects hw fckd up i am.

okay but talkd w js jst nw, about last time hw i alw "okay gng t start t study" thn on fire for a few days or rathr 1 day nd thn z jst dint keep it gng.
t impact realisation reality of screwg As is rly startg t sink in. but its more of a disappointment, thn regretfulness. like
arhhh blaa


i was late again tdy, as usual.
t fck i've been late for almost evr or rathr evry outg i evr had, be it w ahs class or army friends.
lol like js said, t army hasnt traind me well enough. gaah its jst a dmn real bad habit nd i think its alrd more or less gettg on evrybdy's nerves. hm but i dnt care :D LOLL no la jokgg z i had bettr start on a recorrection prog or a course on time management nd estimation soonr or latr bfore this badass habit decides t stay w me for t rest of my life.

k digressd, but supposd t meet at 1 thn buy t food thn go thn play soccer but t fckk, i woke up at 4pm. woots reachd their place at 6.

bbq was fantastic as alw, food talkcock chitchat.
we alw 'invent' new stuff t bbq evrytime arnd nd this time, it was garlic chilli nd sambal stingray, nd thai chinalok chilli, garlic chilli nd sambal prawns. result ? awesomee super hot like rly hot until cnt talk but thn t tastebuds tongue got used t it pretty quickly bc somehw it dint seem as spicy aftr t initial few morsels.

thn we decided t play soccr again, 2130h lol, dmn funny bc evryone dmn full thn difficult t run thn got alot of comedic moments. comedic ? arh heck


i jst love good food. t t max.
cnt live w\o good food. its what makes t world go round. but good food doesnt mean expensive or highclassd stuff, thrs many many kopitiams nd coffeeshops that serv fantastic slurplicious stuff.
i'v yet t embark on my "a trip arnd spore t eat all t nice food" tour.
geylang, changi village, newton food centre, lao pa sat, lorong, joo chiat, beach road, waahh dmn alot. we need a book or smtg, makansutra nd a route plannr. army jst sucks waste of your two yrs.

no picts tdy, ntg t post leh, dint surf nd check out random stuff on t net tdy, i'm like planng ta go sleep liao, rmbr i'm tryg t correct my bad habit. dnt wana end up missg t nus open house. meetg at 10, sheeshh like dead man's hour. tw's hour.

nights
fabsmile

Friday, March 14, 2008

k im back

so had t post this
lurrvvv her control nd smokeg rendition of t song totally
ohyarh check out her tongue stud too



nights guys
i'll be fine like alw


shyt la at t snap of fingrs nd 3 days gone

cage was fun no doubt
dmn shag though nonstop kickg, dnt understand why ill get headaches nw nd thn whn i play soccer z

but fck z, i so had t like run dwn t flanks dmn fast thn while pushg t ball forward somehow someway my toebox kinda got stuck into t nettgs nd i zoommm slidee forward thn fck got alil artificial turf burns on knees nd elbows but t worst thing is this


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must hav got stuck in t side nettgs as well like tryg t grab onto them t prevent t fall but still fell thn part of t nail broke off. break off torn off arrgh say bye t nice nails


fck i hate gettg injured.
its like it rly hinders evrytg you do, all t daily stuff blaa
bathg becomes a problem bc dmn pain, thn you'v gotta take extra care of t injury.
like thr's a phobia of worseng it so you thn t be less focusd in whatevr task that s at hand.
i mean okay maybe its like gay t act in such a way, like abit injury niaa pussy leh you lol abit pain only thn liddat rarrhhh



i must be t joke of t century by nw. k nt rly
but lol ge kiang mai tak ceh kua la lan jiao hoon sorh correct nt t fck like t most shytground results.
its definitely gng t affect my future someway or anothr. so t main idea right nw is t get myself into one of t locals Us, which is t study some crap engineerg course thn no one wants t take.

yeahh its a way t get in, but what makes you think youll survive in t course itself whr you need t do more maths which is what you dislike most ?
orhh you cn learn hw t love t subject thn youll start t do well in it :) yarhright bullshyt

scenario two: yess i've finally endured t shyt 3 yrs of f**d up maths so i'm off w big plans
job in some engineerg company ? its totally nt my ideal occupation. t fckkk
what if all doesnt go as well as it sounds nw, whr evrytg that s plannd out on paper seems so easy nd promiseg t execute. what if it doesnt go t way you want it ? what if it jst turns out sour ?

dint rly worried much aftr takeg t results bc i had so much assurance that ill eventually end up in t place i wana be, in t business realm. it was kinda unbelievable thn, like t study engineerg nd thn end up as a managr someplace else. it startd t become more possible aftr findg out about electives nd shyt, but nw its all gng back t square one.
i'm jst afraid my dreamy plan doesnt work out t way i want it t. yeah sure t whole world's behind you in t decision but they rly aint t one who s gng t take t course. thn again, is business what i rly want ? why t heck am i tryg so hard thinkg so hard about gettg myself into t business society.
what is it that rly entices me ?

t fck cos i'm sad t say, i rly hav no fckg idea why.
a great big ?

dnt rly know what t do nw, rut in a stuck


arhs its jst one of these days, whn you let yourself slip into these quicksand traps nd you go on nd on. friends selfish seemingly nt lost nt anymore calls ntg at all fake rly rly sad on your own busy find a way misunderstandgs evoke false jst


serv you right
a big disgrace



Thursday, March 13, 2008

Im back from my Kelong trip which was 2 days ago dint have the time to blog until now. Last night was spent playing mahjong with my sec 4 friends and i guess the Lucky shirt does work after all.
Won $20 in the end cos of 'hua shang man tai'. Then took 168 from woodlands all the way back to tampines to go body shop n bought 2 products of the seaweed range exfoliator n moisturiser + body shop membership = $57 . bloody expensive. lucky wj gave me the seaweed face wash if nt the total amount will be beyond budget.

So im trying out CabalSEA now since so many people said the game was fun n interesting. But after playing like 10 lvls its nothing but questing n grinding. I still think World of warcraft is still the best RPG. Its like 10 times better than cabal the gameplay, graphics n all.

Oh and i subscribed to 1 mth of mobtv just to watch 一房半厅一水缸 been missing out on so many episodes already and ill be gone on 17-20 so juz subscribe la. 16.2 only . like watching 2 movies but i get to watch the entire series n other shows as well.

Oh i dint mention im sick lol. Since yesterday had a fever 38.4. while playing mahjong also fever 38.4 now im down with a sorethroat. must be cos i ate too much durian chocolate n chips the day before. haha.

WJ dosent believe the 2 swordfish i caught so here is the picture...





POP LOH !

in t rain, expectd though lol but we still carried on w t show despite t heavy rain. so we were like marchg in t rain, singing in t rain, sediya cnnt move for dmn fckg long waitg for t stupid mp t walk her rounds in t rain nd thn waitg for her t talkcock rly dmn talkcock her speech dmn long, running in t rain nd thn finally throwg jockey caps in t rain.

POP LOH !

k nd my role in pop was dmn important bc im t one who's supposd t control t entire contingent's pace of marchg, so whethr or nt t pop's screwd depends on me. LOLL

lol rly okay see bc like whnevr t file needs t turn, we need t wheel nd take t axis of t bend as t row's pivotg point, hw t say, k nvm so t main idea is, t row needs t slow dwn considerably t make t turn look as nice as possible from afar, which is what parades are all about. so aftr t first row turns, it has t take smallr steps so as nt t walk t far ahead, if nt aftr t 2nd row wheel liao must double t catch up.
get it ? so x time by a dozen more rows.
so me being in t first row, middle guy, am taskd w role as pacer say 45 small steps aftr each turn, so much count 12345...45 thn continue takeg normal steps. nd evryone one practically must take reference from me while marchg, lalalaa on top of that, orion's t first company t march into t parade square, which effectively means im t one who's leadg t entire 7 companies. LMAO

lol airhead but dmn fckd up, bc during rehearsals keep tio fckd by csm nd psm they keep say turn liao jst walk normally dnt control your steps bc nt nice, but thn sergeant say take 45small steps so as t keep t entire contingent as tgt as possible. so its a compromise btwn first row lookg good or t entire mass t be in nice dressg, of course take t latr right.
so we were like constantly ignoreg their orders all t way evn on pop day itself. dnt know hw we lookd like during t parade, lol scully by takeg controlld steps rly dmn fckd up thn ho chio.

i'v eaten t 2nd cup of nissin for t 2nd consecutive night, plus 1 more packet of maggie blaa dmn unhealthy siaa. learn from my section mates one. they all like super avoid cup noodles they rathr cook t packets in mess tin nd take t trouble t wash it rathr thn eat t "dmn unhealthy siaa" cup noodles. thn i take a moment t think of how many dozen cups of nissin i've alrd polishd within t last 2 months. its like they take 1 or less cup noodles in a month, its more of a indulge-food t them.
nd thn you start t realise hw diffrnt they are from you. apart from most of them gettg straight or almost straight As. hw lame but yarh thr are diffrnt, rj vj etc

went clubbg yestd night, zouk underaged party. reachd arnd 0000hrs. we had a guy who knew one of t organisrs of t event so we went straight in w\o haveg wait for our turn in t dmn long queue. went in as a membr t so got t lounge arnd in t member's area.
evn bfore we got in, we alrd like spottd dmn alot of hot chicks, as well as nt so hot once, like fabby ones in minishorts nd tube tops thn were like almost gng t burst. but rly dmn alot of chio ones. nd whn you step inside, woohoo galore.
seriously, nd t way some of them dance, no joke man. so t guys scrambled ovr t t bar t drunk themselves, but t one thing was they were spammg 24bucks grapevines, which cn like konk you out real easy. so i jst took t free comlimentary one nd thn we hit t floors. crazy siaa dmn alot of ppl super crampd, nd thr's like hardly any space t move.
z so i was in thr w them, spent half t time checkg out t girls bfore zoomg straight t our intended group of targets like an eagle swoopg dwn t grab its prey. grinded blaa blaa

but, somehow, someway, it jst dint feel right anymore.
think i too tired liao, aftr sleepg at 1am t previous night thn pop day, draind. cldnt stand t thumpg of t music too, like wahh boom boom boom. bc its like dmn difficult t resist girls who let you touch their asses nd waists whatsoevr. but, i broke of from t group nd went back up start, found a quietr sofa spot nd sat thr thinkg what t hell was i dng in zouk. ended up sleepg in thr from 0230 t 0400 bfore they came t wake me up. imagine sleepg in a club, 1st thing, you fckg stupid pay 20bucks go in t sleep, 2nd thing, hw t fck do you fall asleep in a club ? loll rly dmn tiredd nd thn t sofa dmn comfy also.
cabbd home t watch t 2nd half of liverpool inter, 1-0 ! torres again w a superb halfvolley bottom corner near post keepr had no chance.

bye clubbg. maybe some othr day whn i find it less boring will i thn step into anothr club. but for nw, aaarhh jst puts me off.



start of t block leav, i'v got till sunday 23th march. but its like dmn short bc i'm gone 17th t 20th, which leaves me a thurs fri sat sun, nd thn t anothr fri sat nd sun t do lots of stuff.

1. buy new phone
2. get new sim card which cn fckg store more contacts
3. more outgs
4. pack table, luckily i packd my cupboard this evening, super satisfied
5. FIND MY PASSPORT, scully need t go chop again die
6. ntuc shoppg spree
7. clothesclothes c l o t h e s
8. rly sit dwn nd think about future nd apply for that doomd course
9. watch dou niu nd heroes
10. play enough if nt go back army will dmn sian
11. more soccer

still got alot cnt rmbr liao that time bfore fallg asleep in camp i made a mental checklist of stuff t do during blockleav. but rarrh cnt rmbr

rly hope this time round t kl wld be more fruitful, get t eat imba food nd buy lots of decent clothes blaa
i wanaa hair fastr grow, i wana go for t herbal thing also.


OHYARH!
i found joanne peh's blog, zomg rekindled my love for her o.o
no la but rly she dmn pretty, serious, dnt fight w me rly she prettier thn felicia chin laa
whr t find siaa lol captivated by her smile.

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lol my platoon nd section dmn on, 2 outgs in a row le. cage tmr, east coast. which means i gotta go sleep nw, rly like nww. cn hear t infamous bird chirpg ? callg liao, got less thn 5 hours of sleep, meetg at 1230hrs.

cnt get enough of this song











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Saturday, March 8, 2008

hah since their here to talk about their results, i also come here and extra lor hah.

one got CBDDD
the other got DDBDD
fuck and this loser here (me) got a fucking EUBED.

fucking hell so who should be more sad hah.

a U looks fucking ugly on my fucking A lvl cert. alright, im getting vulgar now lol, after a day i realised i fucking failed my economics and i just did something super fucked up which is to fail a subject in a major exam and that entering into a business course everywhere requires me to fucking study and pass economics.

hah nvr failed like such a loser in my whole fucking life before. and so after a day, i felt something up there, IM FUCKING SAD dammit.

ahhh i guess i have no time to sleep since i have to be at the airport at 4am later. am flying to macau and heading to ZHUHAI, nvrmind if you guys dont know where it is. it's somewhere in china, CHINA yea, china hah.

to the army boys, happy POP-ing. enjoy your free days(:
to the kelong person, enjoy yourself at the kelong.

and i hope i can ya forget about my fucking results and enjoy myself there too.

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yesterday was the the day my world came crashing down on me. I guess thats quite expected for me so it dint came that big a shock. But i felt i dint live up t my parents expectations. They had high hopes for me. They were probably sad that i couldnt make it to a local U. Bt its all over now and i have to get on with life. To lead MY life the way i want it. Then i realised how much my parents cared for me. Well whats done cnt be undone so its time for army thn move on to SIM probably.

Oh i forgot to say my results lol. Its all D except maths which got a B. I dont have much time my aunt is picking me up any time now. so im off to kelong. be back on tuesday. See ya all.

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so its coming t an end soon.

both t abundant grace nd probably t easiest time of my ns life.

cbddd
seriously i dint expect my phy nd gp t suck that bad nd my econs t do that good. well its all a huge jumble-up but its gonna take anothr miracle t get me into t right schl nd course that will, well affect t rest of my entire life. lol i kinda realise i've been useg "life life life" alot recently, like somehow its only a short ride left till adulthood whr you needa take evrytg on your shouldrs nd stuff, make decisions, make things happn, whr responsibility has nv been as important before, nd t step out of t worn-out childhood shoes.

k i'm literally worn-out nw.
its like you keep gng nd gng nd gng till you drive yourself right into t ground. lack of sleep, tekong disease cloud, -self-esteem dono what s gottn into me.


5 MORE DAYS T POP !
song boh buay song bc drill practice kills you. i hope pop day rains thn dnt need t march but thn again its an honour t be t man pacing t entire company. i forgot what i wana say

oh yarh route march was t bomb.
we were by far, t best platoon of all 5 ? 6 companies marchg on that day.
super imba, evryone startg like wahh gurung arhh gurung arhh gurung gurung hey ! thn t last 8km all peng, only we all still imba sing like first 4km liddat.
ORION COY ORION COY ORION COY !

but we were singing mostly commercial songs, its like t fountain of mana siaa kept us gng nd gng.
fck if i retake my gp nw i might end up w a U, seriously lost t 墨水 z.
but we rly did dmn well, so much so evn our platoon sergeant, who alw thought we cldnt make it, said we were impressiv, t first evr time we gelld as a platoon.
t singing, motivation, spirits phenomenal. seriously, t feelg dmn song, you all wnt understand de lol wait till you all go bmt. evn more so if you get in a siong coy, nd get a zai nd rly "up thr" platoon sergeant like rahman.
rahman is dmn funny one siaa. for t past 7weeks he alw fierce fierce in front of us thn w t othr commandrs quite wild. thn as we got t see more of his real personality, we tried testg his limits. lol cos he malay marh thn pronunciation will be like "platoon thhdree" thn he say zai as "CHAI" LOL thn we keep parrot him like whn he ask us fall in on t road thn we nv double thn he'll "hudrrhhii upp!" thn we all also echo nd imitate him. dmn funny thn he say lanjiao as "laaanddziao"
lol thn on recruit's night we go carry him run arnd thn keep shoutg lannddziao hudrrhii upp laanddziao huddrhii upp.
thn got anothr sergeant alw say "fckgg cb understand" lol thn we also imitate.

oh yarh thn oc night evryone platoon perform a skit 10mins long. ours dmn imba laa but we lost by alittle bit t platoon1 bc one of their guys cld imitate their pc exactly. fck thn like they all no plot jst do plain jane "a day in army" thn bank on that guy's imba actg. we all also imitate la but nt as chaii as them but our jokes dmn original like jiamin pretend t use 8days magazine (wongli-lin nd allan wu sexpot issue) cover thn masturbate but acty he brushg boots. thn i act as chiobu z thn fck since that day evryone includeg all t commandrs keep callg me "chiobu, hw much ?" or "chiobu, take of your specks turn one rnd" rarrhh lol.

but cnt beat those dancrs from mdc who performd for us during recuit's night. acty only t first dance was hotstuff thn aftr that became more towards drama nd singing liao. startg dance their skirts is like no skirt la expose panties like free thn got one part syncro all t guys flip t girls skirts up for a sec ta flash their asses at us. lol but sian it was jst t get t party startd aftr that quite coverd up nd decent liao LOLL. thn right our commandrs also fckg wild especially rahman keep danceg moveg t t beat evrytg thn they all also make alot noise lmao. its like t gurung image of him gone liao, he's acty jst like anyone of us, dmn jokr dmn crowdpleasr.
milubing t nick also come, thn sing 泪 nd "this aint a scene, its a ***damnd arms race". but t night ended w singing laa thn evryone last part chiong t t stage below thn jump jump awhile thn all t dancrs come out but all in like tights so no upskirts srry guys thn finish liao. thn aftr that we went annex room for t first time. table tennis table soccer pool wah dmn fun. best night of our bmt siaa.

if only bmt was liddat from t start lolll.

well all good things come t an end, only thn cn thr be a chance for new beginnings.
no mattr hw much regret thr is, life goes on. take it up t stomach like a man, stand up, grit your teeth nd fight on, ntg cn stand in t way of determination, hard work nd perseverance.

lol bullshyttttt la tw. anyway jst leav you guys w two songs that jst cnt get outta my head,
1. which re-illiterates t point t keep gng on no mattr what,
nd 2. t song which i finally found tanks t bernarrdd.





ntg's quite t same nw
nights

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Friday, March 7, 2008

hey people people, lets all face the fucking truth of life LOL.

screw the results, bye everybody.

HAVE FUN LATER LOLLOL.

Thursday, March 6, 2008


just as i planned.
cya all tmr
gl!



The IT show was wonderful especially the sony station at lvl 3.
The catwalk girls were whoohoo. The guys there were obviously more interested in the girls than in the camera they were holding.

So we r taking results tmr and im definitely nt worried. nt now at least.
Best is to get my mind off it. Suppress my emotions til the very last min.
So its aloha cruel world.



I'm just here to say I lost my house key -.-
i swear i brought it out today and its gone.



Tuesday, March 4, 2008


Bought a new phone nokia 1208 today for 88 dollars . The phone sucks man juz like someone i know. It dosent even have a gallery and its impossible to put stuff inside. Anyway i sold my old phone nokia e60 for quite a sum. so called investment there. well i only had that phone for say 2 weeks ? well i see no diference between this phone and that. so if your're buying a phone either u buy something really good / juz stick with e basics. So im camera-less now iphone with my bro and i took my ipod nano back from my dad. Its been a while since i seen it. It is in the exact condition whne i passed it to him. Either he takes good care of it or he hasnt been using it. I think ill go with the latter.
after going gym so many times i still doubt i will be able to get a gold for ippt sia. 2.4 in under 9.45 is $%^& . positive thinking isnt gd enough i suppose. Ok so genting cum kl is tentatively on the 17-20. faster confirm people.

Sad news : a- level results are on friday. although i already knew before, but the news did confirm it. And i made a promise not to run away on that day, if u dint say it i SURE run away one. But then my parents is another problem. They still dont know how badly i did. Remember after each paper they asked me how was it n my reply was always "ok lah "
They still think i can get into NUS/ NTU etc. i really want to tell them its out of the question but thn nuhh. Probably cos we dont communicate much so quite hard to talk. sigh.
friday dont come pls :'(

more bad news: its tuesday so you better hao zhi wei zhi.

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

wah fck

blogspot sucks laa 500 word long essay only thn cock up liao all t fonts bolds evrytg screw up z screw up my post dmn dulan

confinees for this weekend: BLOGSPOT
offence: fckdup dnt like you

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LONGTIMENOSEEE!

gahh cnt rly recall what happnd t last two weeks in army, thn agn its nt like you guys so wana read about it right.
what s new ?
more tekan lor, thn they fckg gl.
its like, lets say we got 2hrs of admin time (slack talk cock eat maggie mee) but they will purposely conduct standby area standby bed thn we got dmn little time t clean up, say ORION COMPANY HEADS OUT STANDBY BED 1430 thn evryone wld siaoliaosiaoliao 20mins sure die.
standby bed means must open cupboard thn evrytg in it must standardise like 1 set admin 1 pair socks thn t way you place must same as entire platoon blaa blaaa nt only that still need t literally lick dust off anytg you cn touch. obviously impossible right so for evry mistake they find 10\20 pumpg thn all 4 sections add up so we alw end up w 300+ pushups thn we all fckg dieee. boom
but recently, they resortd t lame mistakes like fingerprint on windows thn dust under t mattress wtf so you've know you've succeeded once they start stoopg so low.

thn again, 7 weeks+ in army, we all kinda formed bonds platoon mates, sargents nd our platoon commandrs, nt bad laa acty.
which brings me t t point about us needg t do a essay on "my bmtc experience" coupld w a photo wadsoevr thn evryone's entry will combined into a scrapbook. coool right.

hm its flowg back.
these last two weeks also alot of appraisals nd stuff.
peer appraisals, as a preferrd friend, stress tolerance, nd good leadr. thn you gotta zam evry single one of your platoon mates, rank them from 1 t 49. fckg mindblowg. but t top few nd last few clearcut laa bc we try t put section mates first priority nd thn put good friends from othr section.
thn got anothr peer appraisal platoon best5 nd last5, thn you've gotta explain why you decide t put their names w leadrship ability in mind.

oh yarh thn i had 16km route march tdy. its like orion goes 4km in 45mins thn rest 15mins. fckg fast. but we did w leopard so abit slackr, they dmn noob cn. wake up at 3am, shaggg thn go chiong. blaa t first 4km dmn tired, bc keep singing army songs wah like fck thn rly dmn sian. thn aftr that a few of us at t back one start zam pop songs thn kaboom dmn high thn t last 12km supr easy. we sing like free siaaa jenny its my life if we hold on tgt dnt wna miss a thing kiss goodbye
blaaa i think got sing 100 songs. 24km no kick chicken feet hahhah.
PLATOON 3 ARE YOU SHAG ?! SHAG IS FOR PUSSIES !

SIT test ovr liao, peer appraisal ovr liao, platoon commandr interview also ovr liao, so your fate's alrdy kinda decided. lol for those of you out thr who say "i wana go ocs" (which is what evryone says bfore steppg into bmtc) plss try your very best t keep that aspiration.
maybe laa dependg on t coy you go t, if you come orion or go ninja thn you're screwd.
tekan like fck, thn they tell you t enjoy your bmt bc its your best time of your ns life. once you step into ocs sispec, you rly lose your life, your family, your friends girlfs boyfs evrytg. especially for ocs bc you hardly get regular nd sufficient bookouts.
maybe that s why orion so fckd up alw cut our bookout timings dmn dulan you've only got slightly more thn 24hrs out of that dmn island.

thn we had express interest also, like show your desire t go command schl thn evrytg's "so you wana go command schl ?" "why?" "err bc i wana lead?" "hm hw are you gng t do that?" "err l-e-a-d ?" o.o but its rly lying through your teeth bc i dnt hav t passion t be a officer bc i dnt wana t go through t rly up t ass training. thn again i rly like t hav that 2 bars on my shouldr as well as t ohsogood pay. thn again, ocs puts a knife right through t heart of your personal life more thn sispec does.
like ocs has confinement period of 3 hell weeks whr they literally put you through a sugarcane machine t squeeze out evrytg you've got. on t othr hand, sispec's much slackr, bettr bookout timings albeit much lower pay.
sooo its jst mindblowg.
but anyway i think ill end up in sispec i kinda slackd my way through bmt nv try hard no effort put in thn nv improve stamina, still a silver.
fckg hell i do 10 pullup thn they dq 2, thn i re try i do 11 they dq 2 again z. so no gold lor but i also cnt do a 9:44 for 2.4km. but nm go command schl must pia gold thn got t badge on your arm dmn nice like you sew onto t 3 stripes woots rly nv bluff you.
thr nice right, but i cnt find a real pict next time get le thn take pict show you all. 9th infantry, although does t most shyt walk t most one that s why must train route march all t way till 54km i think. but i kinda developd a liking t t badge. like they say, learn t love yourself first. tio boh.

Specialist RanksSpecialist Ranks

Expert soldiers who have undergone professional military training courses are known as Specialists. They progress from Third Sergeant (3SG) to Second Sergeant (2SG) to First Sergeant (1SG). If they prove themselves to be capable and responsible, they may even attain staff-level ranks, such as Staff Sergeant (SSG) or Master Sergeant (MSG).

Specialists usually serve as instructors or are put in charge of groups of men. They serve as the link between the Officers and the men, and are recognised as being a cut above the enlistees.

Junior Officer RanksJunior Officer Ranks

The Junior Officers wear bars on their epaulettes. Commanding platoons or companies of men, they oversee the execution of orders and ensure the welfare of the men under their command. They are most important in small-unit combat, and earn the respect of their men by leading by example. As exemplary soldiers, they bring their men into action with dedication and energy.

Junior Officers graduate from OCS with the rank of 2nd Lieutenant (2LT), and are promoted to Lieutenant (LTA) after they have had sufficient experience. They may later be moved to higher appointments and assume the rank of Captain (CPT).


Physical Achievement Badges
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Physical Achievement Badges

Motto
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Our motto "Forging Ahead" expresses the determination of the soldiers of 9th Singapore Division / Infantry to forge ahead in the defense of our nation with courage, strength and tenacity.
Insignia
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12354 9th Division/Infantry Insignia
1. Black Panther

The panther, a black cat, is seen as a good sign. Its green eyes represent its prowess in the dark of the night. By nature, the panther is fierce and aggressive when it attacks. The sharp fangs symbolise its deadly bites. The dashing panther symbolises the momentum and strength of the division surging forward to boldly embrace the challenges ahead. The panther is mainly in the red of the logo reflecting its roots in the 9th Singapore Division.

2. Bayonet

The bayonet symbolises the infantry arm. It is synonymous with close combat; a task that the infantry is best equipped and trained to undertake. Close combat with the enemy demands tenacity and courage, qualities which infantrymen strive to cultivate. The bayonet is located in the foreground symbolising the courage of the infantryman and his utmost loyalty to the country as he selflessly steps forward to the defence of the country. The bayonet is located mainly in the yellow of the logo reflecting its deep roots in the infantry.

3. Equal Division of Two Colours

The equal division of the two colours represents the successful merger of two equals. It also symbolises the new formation's equal commitment to both our Combined Arms Division and Infantry heritage.

4. Yellow Colour

Yellow is the colour that usually represents the most senior unit. The infantry is the most senior unit in the Army and thus it is represented by the colour yellow.

5. Red Colour

Red was chosen as the background of the former 9th Singapore Division logo given the Division's infantry beginnings. The same red fills the top half of the new logo.

cool right lol.




rarrh thn they razord our heads again so fckg short again, but nm 10more days t hair nd bookg in nd out in cv clothes. bmt past dmn fast sia. 2 months zoom. oh yarh thn pop drills also dmn shag. lazy elaborate.

fck still got t do commandrs appraisal nd write bmt experience, whr got time they fckg make us book in 5pm tmr z.

ey go liao z 630 at cityhall sure late. thn js say if i late half left dwn 40.
but, its like no kick chicken feet hahhah !

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