hah im always looking forward to come to office because i wanna check out the interesting post that people blog about. lalala blog hopping here and there every morning while having breakfast is nice (:

PEOPLE it's thursday, it's 31st. OMG OMG OMG, time surely past damn fast can. i blink once, wednesday, blink twice, THURSDAY LIAO. blink one more time, friday!!! weekends, i smell freedom and i smell the CNY break wahaha.
poor weijin, she has got nothing to do at work. and she needs to act like as if sh ehas something to do though and thats the worse or the worst. eh weijin, just quit la hahahahah :x go be your queen of cb can liao.

and so i slept before midnight ytd and IM STILL TIRED. grrrr. maybe i need my weekend sleep again, all the way from 3am to 4pm yo. ahaha. but i doubt i can do so this weekend because NUMBER ONE i needa help mummy with da CNY cookies. NUMBER TWO i haven bought ANY clothes. NUMBER THREE i wana spend more time with my friends. NUMBER FOUR sleeping is such a waste of time but but but i like :D NUMBER FIVE shut up enough LOL.

received clar's msg at 12.01am and she told me results might come out on 15 feb. oh fck fck fck, my cny haven even over lehhhhh. later too depressed HOW HOW HOW. wah damn sian. ahahaha, enough for now alright.


OH WAIT, I THOUGHT SOMEBODY SAID NO HE WASNT LAZY YTD? hah.

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Was looking at weien's blog n his posts are sooooooooooo long.
How did u even have so much time to rember those stuff.
To be honest the last post took me n hour.
Partialy cos i was doing other things and thinking of what actually happened :/
thoughts were like jumbled up
nt knowing which event came first.
like writing an essay with no plan juz going on and on and on

Thank God for my god-pa's successful operation. The tumour was removed 70-80% and the rest have to undergo chemotherapy . Was a nervous morning and prayers do work :D
rushed back to hospital after gym but he hasnt come out from ICU yet. so dint get a chance to see him. Rushed to jap class n made it in time.

Gym was sucky today. i slcked on str training. but my 2.4 timing improved again. Looks like it will only get better. However i was adviced not to run 2.4 everyday cos have to let the body rest. so i probably alternate between str and cardio everyday.

So i presume 3 people are following me on 9th april haha

im lost for words although i very well know what im feeling. Its like a facade. I'll end here.

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Im back from a long break after an eventful weekend.

and gosh somebody hasnt changed one bit. except for the brand new look...

Cool right. Botak, oversized specs small head. Everybody practically laughed for a whole 5 mins. Clarice laughed the longest, well it cnt be helped. Everybody looks the same in there. Shopping for CNY clothes dont go too well, except for js. Either the prices are way too high or the design sucks. Dint catch any movie either cos only the fron row seats were left. Dinner was nice with weien cracking all the corny jokes which really made the meal more enjoyable. Walked to parkway parade for icecream SCOOPZ. Was really worth the money and much more fun to all attack the ice cream together. SO NO CONES weien. LOL.

TW ans JS came back with such interesting stories. Sounds more like fun than anything else.

Comparison of Their training:

JS TW
push-up 5 40

Vast differece eh.

Made a new 2.4km personal best today, quite a big improvement but nt good enough. aiming for 10.20 and below. shouldnt be a problem to achieve by april. And after much thought, i decided to aim for ocs course. Since its compulsory that i have to serve the nation, and there is no other way out, i decided to give my best. Even if i dont make it to ocs i know i tried my best. ( juz no infantry can already :P ) Cnt imagine how i will look when im botak.

I decided to open a POSB mysavings account. I've been spending almost all my money and have hardly any savings. So what im going to save now will go to buying a mazda RX 7/8 woots. Long term financial planning .haha.

Had to wake up early today cos of recruit tan. He had to return me my bag n harddisk. Was quite surprised that he woke up earlier than me. BUT as usual he was late. he supposed to fall in at 1120 but guess that time he arrive ? 11.37 . GG. Thats like 20 mins late. 死性不改. He was like "fcking die liao la ". so dint get to take pictures with bernard in the end. Conferenced at night n realised that he had to do 40 pu and 30 jj as punishment. things have gotten tougher for him. steph said " its about time he learns so i do not have to wait under the tree" haha. i wish they would tekan him until he changes lol . is that evil ?

Tomorrow is my godpa operation. He has a second brain tumor , after a succesful operation of the first one. Hopefully they can operate on it cos the doc said its quite deep. If cnt then they will have to leave it. So nervous, please let him recover so that their family wouldnt have to suffer, especially my godma.

Oh i almost forgot. My parents are flying to Las Vegas from 7-10 april sponsored by the company. Which means I'm enlisting to army alone. Would you go with me? XD

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in case EUGENE claims again that im only 15% active in this blog, im here to fill up another percent. not in a very good mood today. with all the vulgarities and all, i just cant seem to stop. everytime im lost in my thoughts, i'll swear. so steph, just what the fuck do you want?

anyway TAIWEN is back, and he nvr fails to make me laugh like a mad women! hahaha and i missed the part where he always go, MYLAN AR. show you okay!!!



elevnte says:
fck la
elevnte says:
they force us t say lor
elevnte says:
w my lan arh
elevnte says:
w my life
elevnte says:
ccb
❤ est i wanna be happy! says:
HAHAHAHAH
❤ est i wanna be happy! says:
THANKS YOU JUST MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD




elevnte says:
cb my jokes nt funny liao right
❤ est you blast "overyou" hundred&one times says:
OH YOU MEAN YOU WERE JOKING?>
えうジん says:
oh u were joking ?
❤ est you blast "overyou" hundred&one times says:
LOL LOL LOL LMAO
えうジん says:
LOL


nvrmind if you dont understand, but we do! hahaha. anyway if you hadnt realised, i've got no more bestfriend and baby since somebody preferred to be called by name, like all of the sudden. okay steph, fuck off.


Theres like so many things happening these few days....


like having stml like that... cant remember much that happened


oh well im up so late playing with the program photomix :) its fun
this blog is kept alive by eugene

Argh i got so carried away with choosing a CNY present for myself that i forgot to blog yesterday.
My money will be gone anyway ... so why not just spend it on things i like, 4d is included haha. Spend while i can.

Yesterday was 黄金路大结局 its was soooooo exciting up to the last 3 mins. Then the ending was -.- that bastard huang kaijie was killed by a waiter, the producer wanted to show some sort of retibution but that was lame.seriously. The show could be much much more interesting if jin long and kaijie could just shoot each other. Point the gun at each other like play play nia. Make me excited for nothing. Last episode was a real let down.



Platonic love in its modern popular sense is a non-sexual affectionate relationship.A simple example of platonic relationships is a deep, non-sexual (i.e. overtly romantic) friendship, not subject to gender pairings and not excluding close relatives. Yup thats what it is.

it reads pulatonikku labu in japanese unit 1.haha

Im lost in my thought. You had to bring it up and it got me thinking. Its hard to measure such things but until im certain, ill stick to what im giving now.There is no such thing as a 50% or 70% or how much u receive you return. Thats what i believe is my definition of 友情.So for now yea u know the answer. just take it as it comes. 那得起放得下，干净利落， 坦率. like that.

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a quick post before i sleep since it's already past my sleeping time. i dont wan to end up having headaches tomorrow AGAIN. but but but i better post something here before best friend claims that he's lonely here again..

work's the same old thing. bored and all. what's new?

and im starting to feel sick. like yea sick, sore throats, flus. sick.

jap class today was WOOHOO. lol today was best friend's turn to feel cold hungry thirsty! hahaha! and i had so much fun flipping my jacket onto his face lalala. :D

talking to best friend about how much he should give in to a friendship because i feel that he's giving too much and he's not getting what he deserves. hahaha i bet it's gonna start him thinking about everything that he has done for and got back. NO, im not asking you to leave me alone best friend hahaha. i'll kill you okay. if not no more life supply of toner for you ROARS. lol.

best friend, i help you count down to saturday alright. 3 more days, arent you GLADDDDDD like :D :D :D [i can see you smiling now, yet thinking "stupid steph, say out for what"] nvrmind la, share share la. hahaha. im looking forward to saturday too, i wanna see if what i predicted happens :x


anyway its reaching 1am, blah work tomorrow. it's wednesday!


quote of the day:

"friends are like making pizza. you have to pound the dough and bond it together. toss it in the air to make it bigger. and stick together like mozerella."

And i thought wrong again.

Dam malu la. i read the wrong horoscope in teenage magazine. i read aries one instead then -.- thought it was mine. Heng lucky nvr buy today's 4d, open all the nonsence numbers.

Ahha i found out something from friendster ... thought i'd just pop in and check n haha. Under that facade and all YOU DO _ _ _ _   _ _ ! LOL. stop denying it already.

Labels: its out of the bag, 完美型男

Nice long day today
Today started out early with wj calling me to wake me up at 9.30am !!!
Dude thats freaking early, but i snoozed to 10 + anyway.
Some miscommunication here as i had the intention to call steph at 11.30 like she said, but for some reason she called me at 10.45 saying i should call her earlier ?

Met up around 12 together with vin wj n steph to buy harddisk at sim lim square. Then walk from bugis to suntec headed down to planet fitness first.
2nd miscommunication , all thx to the lady ytd who dint pass the message to lenz about us coming today at 4. bloody hell so irresponsible.
anyway workout was nice, and gosh weien is fcking strong la. Like muscle man sia knn hopefully soon can be like that haha.

Dinner was at subway, looks like we are into healthy eating now eh ? subway is nice n healthy but its more ex than mac? ( not unless u share a foot-long) . i thought they had delivery service like mac but their delivery charge is $15 wth -.-

On the bus back i said i like yusheng now n dislike felicia. And steph went on n on about how i suddenly like yu pian tang and things to do with you know who. And i hate the phrase "if u insist"
so wheres my list of things u dislike ? People change ok . like how i readily say sorry now unlike last time.

So i had to be the repair man for my friends again, not that im complaining. but yea like joking abt service charges n stuff which WJ said i could be paid for haha.
And So i asked steph to leave first so as to not be later than she already is.
Wrong move. Should have chased her out of wj house earlier. well in that sense ya its my fault so gomen-nasai.

Still excited about our next outing :D

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And so it was at the gym, i was approached by this guy called anthony.

He asked if i was interested in some finiancial saver plan where every month i put in say 100 bucks n e money will grow over time. woah i dont even have that kind of money, im not earning an income like the rest. and i dont have much of a habit to save. Which reminds me i wanna buy a RX7 / 8 nxt time haha. seriously broke now :(

Thought of a good number to buy on sat 4d its gonna be the top prizze haha , if and only if i can squeeze out 4 dollars from somewhere.\\

Dam the adult fare, seriously burning a hole in my pocket. every few days i top up 10 dollars and its gone in likw 3 days ?
See that uniform weien put on just before we board the smrt ? thats the golden ticket to free train rides. shiok hor :D

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I'm starting to believe in horoscopes....

Traits of Taurus :

You are practical, peace loving, stubborn, slow and deliberate. Taurus has a natural interest in money, and you like the finer things in life. You will walk away from an argument. Taurus is tenacious, artistic, musical, and has a "feeling" for things. Taurus is emotional, determined, stable, and persistent. Taurus has a love for beauty and harmony. You like to prove your worth.

• discipline
• hard-working
• good sense of humor
• prudent
• great work-ethic
• artistic
• loving
• romantic
• sensual
• sexual
• attentive
• comforting
• strong
• steady
• shy
• organized
• cautious
• harmonious
• trustworthy
• calm
• tenacious
• stable
• patient
• resourceful
• easygoing
• careful
• dependable
• honest

negative traits include:

source : wikipedia

much of which i find very true... my lucky number is 49 so ill include that in my sat 4d number :D.

best friend best friend 别生气，
明天陪你去看戏.
我坐椅子,你坐地.
我吃香蕉,你吃皮!!


你又在笑吗?
hope so. hahaha.

好朋友啊, 我不会走出你的生命的啦...别担心! :D

雨天 my favourite song for now !

Everyday is the same, wake up lunch while 黄金路-ing, gym at suntec, and back.
there really isnt much to say these days with people gone yea. how i wish we were in MJC, although studying was crappy , but it was memorable. the frequent kou fus, pon lect to go mac etc.
Guess who i saw at planet fitness at suntec. Ng Kar Kit, yea the physics teacher. He is strong alright he can lift like zomg weights effortlessly.Brings back nice memories eh ?


Orion mohawk and ninja are t he most xiong platoons u can get , n i dunno y but i got a feeling im going into one of these 3. Heck by then if i keep up with my gym training army will be no kick.
i read somewhere that u can go into detention barracks if u pcc in camp ? WTF!?!?!?!?
haha spent sometime to edit the pic above so its off to bed now.

ahahaha, oh yes i told a lie. me me me i told a lie and somebody's not happy about it. HAHAHA. anyway those lies were just ya, plain lies. no intention to HIDE anything.

雨天

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞我再也没有
别的借口
去拥有你的什么
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
☆歌词提供:五河再xing
牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友
我却为何不懂挽留
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
是否太晚路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

Tiring.

Working out with the personal trainer is real tough. Like my whole body muscle aching, only stayed there for like an hour cos really peng liao!
Jap classes was fun and enjoyable for me but not to someone who was hungry n cold -.-


You told the first lie. And you had to say it again.

no im not emo

eugene claims that he's too lonely here blogging alone. so here am i, keep him company -.-

am really very very tired now. im sure weijin is already sleeping like a pig now. her work keeps her super busy since she says she has alot to do and everyone's really serious there. WHO NOT SERIOUS AT WORK HUH. hhaha. take care at work alright (:

and to the one who goes down to planet fitness to get himself fit fit fit, drink more water hahaha. and stop taking protein, let your body heal the aches by itself. alright alright, shall blog more tomorrow or shall sneak into the internet system over at my workplace since the connection is up at my computer's side. HAHAHA evil smiles.


and and and LOVE YOU TALL-Y :D

Its all my post now where have ST gone ?

Things aside, Im looking forward to going to gym 5 times a week at planet fitness, gonna be more muscular thn no army will be piece of cake. Hahah . my japanese is improving yea at turtle speed too. once a week is not enough to master the art. anyway have fun at work people ! n ill have fun at gym




i know its hard, i should have said long ago. But i wanted it to stay just the way it is. It maybe selfish but i juz dunno what to do if i lost my best friends.

Deleted my post n took back what i said.

Come to think of it EST wasnt all fun + laughs. We would often quarrel frequently over small matters, and when i mean frequent u might imagine us to be enemies LOL. But it is through these small 差错 that bonds us together and made me realise what type of person i am. Like i nvr knew i was so 小气 la and ya i made n effort to change. This time i wasnt angry but more of disappointed cos i thought what u tried to keep from me was a secret n " you will have ...... named stephanie "
was like something unconceivable. Well EST are my best friends and WILL remain BEST FRIENDS FOREVER, nothing more, nothing less. juz the best, thats it. Best friends for life n after!

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走

no elaborated post about army now.

its juz

"higher u climb the higher the fall"

vs

moving on

if u know what i mean.



okay before somebody claims this blog to be his and start requesting more emo songs on this estlovespau.blogspot.com, steph is in da house tonight....but with a short yet sweet post. (:

see the changes already? i'm sure all of you got sick of the two faces everytime you get into here LOL. so eugene is trying to get it all changed and get this place revamped so that more souls will come here more often to find out more about eugene's life and two weeks later, tw's army life. hahaha.

and btw eugene is missing tw like crazy. poor thing.

and working's super boring. and it's friday tomorrow. *SCREAMSSSS*

haaha, i'll end my sweet and short post now. seeeee ya.

LOVE EST :D

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Labels: last words

oh happy days ... oh happy nights .....

Just being with the class is fun to e max. LOL
Today was back to school day, lectures WERE AS BORING AS USUAL. although it was great being back to school. maybe we should have wore home clothes to lecture instead ^^

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Labels: cherish, EST, Friends, when you're gone

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siberia



lol was prepared fr t below, but arh lazy explain.


anyway anybdy still havn buy army specks nt go buy tgt,
hello ?


hellohello no you hang up

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well well, i wanna thank TANTAIWEN (im not calling him baby this time) for not joining us in the countdown and spending the new year with us. HAH, perhaps he finds the other group less boring and well, happier there. what more can i say? since i sweared that i wouldnt fucking care anymore. but then again, hah, we wasnt informed about his plans until i called him. didnt we say the night before that we'll be going out together? MAYBE they told him last year that they wan him on new year's eve.

and OH OH, DID I BUGGED HIM JUST NOW?

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