they say you die halfway bc you're too afraid they you die the sec bfore you hit the grnd
they say your whole life flashes across you in tht few seconds you tumble through the air they say you'll regret halfway through
i wonder hw its lik t slam into the grnd, slowmo, your skull smashes, caves in your insides explode your bones snap, your body recoils against the impact, reverberating.
tht last exhale, hhhhh. your eyes, wide open, mouth gaping. lifeless
is 8 storeys high enough ? wht if i dnt die ?
Saturday, October 24, 2009
This beautiful city seems empty. All the people in the world and you can still feel lonely. What's the point of having it all without the person you love.
Sometimes you just need to start again in order to fly
Used to dream bout being a millionaire, without a care But if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there Cause it's over, that just won't be fair, darling Rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat Cause I don't want nobody if I have it cry Cause it's over when you say goodbye
All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone
Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise Being alone would make you realize When it's over, all in love is fair I shoulda been there, I should been there, I shoulda shoulda
All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone
I know I push you away What can I do that will say how I love Take these material things They don't mean nothing It's you that I want
All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone (I shoulda been there, I should been there, I shoulda shoulda)
All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone
its like someone just squeezed your heart till it stopped. its like being constricted by a python
death is slow, starts by coiling around you unsuspiciously, unsuspecting, you frown, before you knw it, you're totally encased wrapped in this 200kg heavy leather muscle rope.
you breath, but your lungs jst wnt expand you cant take in any air at all. and w each exhale, as your lungs collapse Death takes full advantage of your insecurities
your moment of weakness, constricts, squeezes tighter.
till your eyes roll backwards till you gag till your knuckles start turn white.
you gasp gag you cnt fckg breathe, the eyes of the python so unforgiving, glistens
your mind racing, going hyperdrive in the mad rush to obey your basic instinct of survival, to get out of this mess you're in. understatement.
too powerful, too weak, cnt break out, cnt
you start t slip away, falling into this black endless hole, falling fallin fallin
w yr last breath yr soul leaves you, slacks your body empty, jst a an empty carrier.
the snapping of bones under skin and muscle, blood runs out of your ears, yr eyes, now white.
