Saturday, April 25, 2009
its wht i think of whnevr i come by this place, barren, sparse, lost in t past. nd t dp looks dmn weird whr did my bannr go.
yep i've jst spent wasted anothr day sittg arnd, sighg, puttg my hands up in t air, like i'm totally maximiseg utiliseg my time outta tht fck of a place. howevr, it acty isnt tht bad. thr s alot of interaction between alot of different people in thr, nd sometimes people rly surprise you. things hav definitely gotten bettr since t initial period steppg into tekong, maybe bc maybe, i finally settled in ?, hectic schedules mean takeg my mind off alot of things, nd i cn smell my pink ic. haah a little too early talk yeahh.
earth s dying jst look at t weather. blowg hot nd cold, its lik she's throwg bck evrytg we did t her. you realise hw helpless we are ? fckg homo sapiens thinkg they rule t world biggest best of them all; extra terrestials sniggerg at us through a screen onboard a mothership 124236 times largr thn earth hidden by iCloak, anti-detection system future "eeetttzz timmee to egggzzteerrrmmiinnnaatttteee theemmm errrrrthhllinnnggggzzz"
fck i'm sittg at my com nd its one of those days, lookg at t blue-lit interiors of my cpu through t transparent side panel, i wnaa pull t plug outta myself die fr a few days maybe rid of all t crap tht s fckg me upside dwn smtg lik defragmentg c drive disk cleanup
god
do you guys knw wht 20yrs of age mean ?
its means you'v jst lived 1/3 of yr life nd wtf hav you done ?
mann you're fckg old
i mean look at times long gone are t days people live till ripeold century of an age unless of course you live in t waterfalls deep in japan nd lived on greens yr entire life.
i mean, i dnt mind dying at 60 you get wht i mean ? maybe ill regret wht im sayg in my latr yrs but you agree w me ? its nt worth liveg in this world whr gravity, "gravity" othr thn earth's natural pull, jst pulls you drags you into t ground w each step you take, okay i might regret this life nt liveg wht am i sayg hw far hav i gone
wht hav you done in life ? with, life. i need t sit up nd rethink instead of hateg this nd tht rantg nd rantg. why cnt t world be jst some happy colorful rainbow land whr evryones born w megawatt smiles programmed only w positive attitudes sounds like barbie world lol hw funny wld tht be i needa rethink, or rathr sit dwn nd think fr t first time wht i want in life wht im gng t do w whtevr time i hav left i wna restart but tht will nv happn, so its eithr start soon or nv bc time waits fr no man z tht s frckg hairpullg cliche time wnt wait fr you, neithr will tide lol
did you read thursday's MIND YOUR BODY ? fck its demoraliseg. findg out tht yr neurons start deconnectg itself by late 20s which means you get dumbr slowr stupidr, tht yr ears start failg you start 20, but t most shockg's gt t be t cross section picture of our thigh muscle. you cn cry lookg at t picture.
i dnt wna grow old, i realise its smtg nt one of us here is rdy fr, daresay thought thoroughly nd willg acceptg nd comeg t terms w. i guess it comes w age, furthr maturity. cn you imagine yr parents at t age of 60 ? wht will they look like, hw will they be ?
t fact is age creeps up t us slowly but surely thus as time goes by you take things in yr stride nd learn t grow strong in t presence of any form of weakness.
you nv knw hw detrimental some stuff you put yrself through t things you do t yrself till too late, so evrybdy pls love yrself, take care of yrself, love those arnd you, take good care of them, embrace wht you have, start learng t love life as it is, nd most imptly, be happy for yourself, as well as for those around you.
