Thursday, June 12, 2008
obviously
the truth hit me, like an accident and now i'm bloody all over with injuries that's gonna take so long to heal.
i dont know what to say.
i dont wish to say.
i smell like i just had 10 packs of cigarette.
i'm not okay. i think i'm screwed up.
there're so many things i wanna do yet i cant do because it's gonna hurt the people around me.
it's time for me to learn, to hurt and be insensitive to the people around me, and not to give in and give in and give in until i'm taken for granted.
i'm not working tomorrow and tomorrow is monster's last day. and soon i'll be seeing my bro almost 24/7 for the next one month because he's taking over monster.
i'm going down to SIM tmr for enrolment talk. and that's gonna be the first time i'm going there alone. i've been there 4 times all with the company of my family and friends. tomorrow i'm so gonna be independent and somehow i'm not feeling too good about that.
i'm going to bed. i cant think anymore. i'm going crazy.
it wasnt stomachache.
it was butterflies in the stomach ( idky? )
and a lil bit of heartache.
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