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Sunday, April 20, 2008

gwnda

loll dmn dumb i was soo anxious t get out of camp nd start my mastrpiece on this canvas a few days ago nd nw, i'v gone from ovrzealous t unmotivatd. someone has t evn beg for it loll
but, t start is alw t hardest part, evident

BANG

week04: field camp 1
cn you believe it ? i'v been in sispec for an entire month alrd ! time rly frckg flies
k so i had a 3days 2nights field camp nd i'm tellg you its no joke. come t think of it, t bmt's 6day 5nights one is totally ntg compared t this.

so in sispec we get t learn about more weapons, t m203 grenade launchr, t SAW some machine gun nd t matador, a frckg huge bazooka. nd guess what, i'm that suay t tio t matador, bc bed5 z
but t good thing is you get t draw a 3x scope SAR21, dmn imbaa so my role in fileformation is sharpshootr, t 3x scope is t complement t matador, like bc matador long range marh so stay furthr back thn need bettr scope makes sense but t fckg thing is dmn heavy prone run dash arnd cn die rly.

thn we hav mr. sunshine dono why he has t be so happy that few days. its soo bad, at least half a dozen ppl kenna mild heat exhaustion. seriously, t sun was a terror that few days literally bakeg undr t sun. nd it like, we hav lessons practice briefg out in t open, right undr t dmn sun, w LBV on. nd thn you jst sit thr, oblivious t whatevr t sergeant is talkg about, tryg t stay awake, perspireg so profusely t sweat is like drippg off your face. imagine t amount of heat trappd undr t layrs, LBV, no.4 socks boots zomg madness
nd t worst thing t evr do, which i did, is t let your mind drift t some room. air-conditiond, juice, couch, dvd playg on a bigscreen, gaahhh its simply suicidal.

nd thn we hav t afternoon practices, fire movement immediate assault quick attack blaa blaaa all t diffrnt ways t attack an enemy force. but t basics is t prone, leopard crawl nd dash t your next forward cover. dng that w an LBV which whn stuffd w combat equipment, weighs heavy thn a routemarch field pack, nd a SAR21 is tough enough. dng that w a matador, 10kg worth of uttr destruction, is ecstatic. nt t mention t fckg thick thickets nd foilage, soo habituatd w all kinds of ants, black ones gray ones red ones small ones big ones tiny ones, spidrs, centipedes rarrrhh nd t grass so has t be full of thorns. its so mindwreckg

i use t love spidrs, fascinatd by their intelligence, but i startg t get fed up w them bc they leave their webstrands all ovr. its so dumb maybe i too tall or smtg thn i keep tio all t spiderwebs in my face gaah

4:09am FCKG HELL I JST KILLD A FRCKG HUGE COCKROACH ! dmn it i was like happily type thn i suddnly saw smtg scuttleg undr t comp table thn i look undr thn WAAAHHH i roll all t way backwards. z dmn frckg big thn i ran arnd chaseg t dmn thing w baygon. thn psst psst psst thn it overturnd GG i spammd like 5 secs on it nw my floor dmn oily knn
cockroaches are t most disgustg things on earth seriously. watchg it squirm rly wretches guts brrrt

k whr was i
bleaahh no mood liao

watchd AWAKE on fri night, dmn good movie man. gt hayden christensen, my man at t moment, nd jessica alba. perfect cast. t plot dint disappoint, superb buildup steph thought it was boring but you knw, its s-t-e-p-h all she knws about is eug.
spoilr warng
clay(hayden christensen) a supr rich prettyboy who s got a heart problem weak heart cnt last so he had an attk sent t this 2nd rate hospital doctor saves him doctor becomes his best friend. (i think its pretty common for richkids t hav little close friends right ? maybe that s why his charactr became so trustworthy of this doctor.) clay has little time left he needs a heart transplant op nd he decides jack(t doctor) will do it for him, instead of lettg his mum's topdog heart op surgeon boyf do it. t worst thing is, clay is t 5 in a million ppl who has anesthetic awareness, which means he's nt rly asleep so he knws evrytg that s gng on, t doctors planng his death cuttg him up takeg his heart out GAAHH jessica alba his frckg hot fiancee who turns out t be t baddest ass in t movie, strikeg t iron whn it hot but by stroke of luck things happn out of circumstances mum gets whiff of t scam nd sacrifices herself t sav her dear clay.

its shockg what ppl cn do ovr money rly. nd its rly unbelievable how you cn cheat a person, gain his trust, capture his heart, nd thn fckg stab it t moment you get it in your filthy hands. its so mindblowg. imagine you being clay woohoo imagine t world collapseg into you imagine t truth t reality sinkg in imagine hw suckrpunchd you'll feel hw fckg screwd you are imagine haveg t happiest of times w your girlf, t best heart talks w your best friend, only t find out both of them are jst aftr your money, they sniggr at you t moment you turn arnd, laugh at how fckg dumb a person cn get. its dmn scary, if thr rly are such ppl arnd. anyway you all shld rly go watch it, thn once you get a bettr visual picture maybe you'll understand bettr what t babble i'v been babbleg about loll.

fckg hell 4.42am nd t dmn roach is still wriggleg its legs talk about fightg spirit

RUN PAPA RUN tdy

steph was soo g-o go about t show it lookd like a dumb show by its ad nd i was die die against it so steph gav in t me but t show i wantd so had t only hav fronts seats so 1-0 t steph we were all set for RUN PAPA RUN.

walkd arnd starryeyed by all t pricetags in t end buy basic wardrobe essentials giordano polos thn went back t t theatr.

10mins into t movie nd i was alrd like I TOLD YOU zomg no joke run papa run is one of t worst shows w a shythole of a plot i'v evr watchd. but it wasnt all greyclouds nd darkskies. rpr had many life experiences nd ordeals that rly made my heart ache.

louis koo is li tianyin, a triad membr who leads a screwd up life until he meets a goodytwoshoes who he makes pregnant. he married her unwillingly but soon startd t take his life seriously upon t birth of their daughtr. t show follows tianyin through his struggles, tryg t keep his status hush from his daughtr, maintaing strenous relationships w his sharptongued mum, wreckg his brains ovr hw t convert himself from a rowdy gangstr t a wellmannrd gentlemen. howevr, lady luck alw wasnt by his side, nd time nd time again, he faild, pickd himself up faild till rly watchg t show makes you so geksim you wana rip things apart. thr were quite a few tearjerkg moments in t show, his mum passg away, family fights, t gang cliche's lookg back at t past, rmbrg t old times.

acty, come t think of it it wasnt such a bad movie aftr all, if you put yourself in t character's shoes, its jst so difficult try t change things arnd you for t bettr. ntg goes your way nd one by one your wayouts are chokd w junk nd more junk. suicidal but t endg was a huge screwup if only t director was someone else instead of whoevr-this-is-who-screwd-a-fairly-good-close-t-ones-heart-plot.

blaaa 5:01am t roach is still nt DEAD !

z dmn sian soccer was frckg cancelld nt enough ppl so i guess that s more sleep for me puffy eyes but i wana gym swim sorang sorang.
208 tmr bettr hav fun bfore next week's urban ops field camp. i like urban ops, i hope this field camp wnt change my mind about it.

5:04am roach is still twitchg
jodie jst woke up loll like alw wake up halfway

kkk imma lightsout alrd,
nights peeps