Friday, March 14, 2008
shyt la at t snap of fingrs nd 3 days gone
cage was fun no doubt
dmn shag though nonstop kickg, dnt understand why ill get headaches nw nd thn whn i play soccer z
but fck z, i so had t like run dwn t flanks dmn fast thn while pushg t ball forward somehow someway my toebox kinda got stuck into t nettgs nd i zoommm slidee forward thn fck got alil artificial turf burns on knees nd elbows but t worst thing is this
must hav got stuck in t side nettgs as well like tryg t grab onto them t prevent t fall but still fell thn part of t nail broke off. break off torn off arrgh say bye t nice nails
fck i hate gettg injured.
its like it rly hinders evrytg you do, all t daily stuff blaa
bathg becomes a problem bc dmn pain, thn you'v gotta take extra care of t injury.
like thr's a phobia of worseng it so you thn t be less focusd in whatevr task that s at hand.
i mean okay maybe its like gay t act in such a way, like abit injury niaa pussy leh you lol abit pain only thn liddat rarrhhh
i must be t joke of t century by nw. k nt rly
but lol ge kiang mai tak ceh kua la lan jiao hoon sorh correct nt t fck like t most shytground results.
its definitely gng t affect my future someway or anothr. so t main idea right nw is t get myself into one of t locals Us, which is t study some crap engineerg course thn no one wants t take.
yeahh its a way t get in, but what makes you think youll survive in t course itself whr you need t do more maths which is what you dislike most ?
orhh you cn learn hw t love t subject thn youll start t do well in it :) yarhright bullshyt
scenario two: yess i've finally endured t shyt 3 yrs of f**d up maths so i'm off w big plans
job in some engineerg company ? its totally nt my ideal occupation. t fckkk
what if all doesnt go as well as it sounds nw, whr evrytg that s plannd out on paper seems so easy nd promiseg t execute. what if it doesnt go t way you want it ? what if it jst turns out sour ?
dint rly worried much aftr takeg t results bc i had so much assurance that ill eventually end up in t place i wana be, in t business realm. it was kinda unbelievable thn, like t study engineerg nd thn end up as a managr someplace else. it startd t become more possible aftr findg out about electives nd shyt, but nw its all gng back t square one.
i'm jst afraid my dreamy plan doesnt work out t way i want it t. yeah sure t whole world's behind you in t decision but they rly aint t one who s gng t take t course. thn again, is business what i rly want ? why t heck am i tryg so hard thinkg so hard about gettg myself into t business society.
what is it that rly entices me ?
t fck cos i'm sad t say, i rly hav no fckg idea why.
a great big ?
dnt rly know what t do nw, rut in a stuck
arhs its jst one of these days, whn you let yourself slip into these quicksand traps nd you go on nd on. friends selfish seemingly nt lost nt anymore calls ntg at all fake rly rly sad on your own busy find a way misunderstandgs evoke false jst
serv you right
a big disgracecage was fun no doubt
dmn shag though nonstop kickg, dnt understand why ill get headaches nw nd thn whn i play soccer z
but fck z, i so had t like run dwn t flanks dmn fast thn while pushg t ball forward somehow someway my toebox kinda got stuck into t nettgs nd i zoommm slidee forward thn fck got alil artificial turf burns on knees nd elbows but t worst thing is this
must hav got stuck in t side nettgs as well like tryg t grab onto them t prevent t fall but still fell thn part of t nail broke off. break off torn off arrgh say bye t nice nails
fck i hate gettg injured.
its like it rly hinders evrytg you do, all t daily stuff blaa
bathg becomes a problem bc dmn pain, thn you'v gotta take extra care of t injury.
like thr's a phobia of worseng it so you thn t be less focusd in whatevr task that s at hand.
i mean okay maybe its like gay t act in such a way, like abit injury niaa pussy leh you lol abit pain only thn liddat rarrhhh
i must be t joke of t century by nw. k nt rly
but lol ge kiang mai tak ceh kua la lan jiao hoon sorh correct nt t fck like t most shytground results.
its definitely gng t affect my future someway or anothr. so t main idea right nw is t get myself into one of t locals Us, which is t study some crap engineerg course thn no one wants t take.
yeahh its a way t get in, but what makes you think youll survive in t course itself whr you need t do more maths which is what you dislike most ?
orhh you cn learn hw t love t subject thn youll start t do well in it :) yarhright bullshyt
scenario two: yess i've finally endured t shyt 3 yrs of f**d up maths so i'm off w big plans
job in some engineerg company ? its totally nt my ideal occupation. t fckkk
what if all doesnt go as well as it sounds nw, whr evrytg that s plannd out on paper seems so easy nd promiseg t execute. what if it doesnt go t way you want it ? what if it jst turns out sour ?
dint rly worried much aftr takeg t results bc i had so much assurance that ill eventually end up in t place i wana be, in t business realm. it was kinda unbelievable thn, like t study engineerg nd thn end up as a managr someplace else. it startd t become more possible aftr findg out about electives nd shyt, but nw its all gng back t square one.
i'm jst afraid my dreamy plan doesnt work out t way i want it t. yeah sure t whole world's behind you in t decision but they rly aint t one who s gng t take t course. thn again, is business what i rly want ? why t heck am i tryg so hard thinkg so hard about gettg myself into t business society.
what is it that rly entices me ?
t fck cos i'm sad t say, i rly hav no fckg idea why.
a great big ?
dnt rly know what t do nw, rut in a stuck
arhs its jst one of these days, whn you let yourself slip into these quicksand traps nd you go on nd on. friends selfish seemingly nt lost nt anymore calls ntg at all fake rly rly sad on your own busy find a way misunderstandgs evoke false jst
serv you right
