its like someone just squeezed your heart till it stopped.
its like being constricted by a python

death is slow,
starts by coiling around you unsuspiciously,
unsuspecting, you frown,
before you knw it, you're totally encased wrapped in this 200kg heavy leather muscle rope.

you breath, but your lungs jst wnt expand you cant take in any air at all.
and w each exhale, as your lungs collapse
Death takes full advantage of your insecurities

your moment of weakness,
constricts, squeezes tighter.

till your eyes roll backwards till you gag till your knuckles start turn white.

you gasp gag you cnt fckg breathe, the eyes of the python so unforgiving, glistens

your mind racing, going hyperdrive in the mad rush to obey your basic instinct of survival, to get out of this mess you're in. understatement.

too powerful, too weak, cnt break out, cnt

you start t slip away, falling into this black endless hole, falling fallin fallin

w yr last breath yr soul leaves you, slacks
your body empty, jst a an empty carrier.

the snapping of bones under skin and muscle, blood runs out of your ears, yr eyes, now white.

inhumane. Death




i
want
to
die,