its been a long time since i wore t furried brows and green and black camo creamed face, shouting at the top of my voice in the middle of heated gunfire, giving commands to my men to move advance flank yada

getting all roughed up, dirtied and all into the mood for Ex HAWK was pretty tough. the first week of the ps course ops phase was jammed packed with lectures and lessons and more lessons. we were sleeping at 11 evry night and having to wake up at 530 for a upped 5BX was crazy. it was torture to survive on only 5 hours plus of sleep plus having to endure full day lectures and also having to study for tests blaa blaaaa

the second week was hell for everyone except the people from ops units. the load we carried on our missions was unthinkable and its quite amazing i survived. i mean its not the first time lol. we surprise ourselves always, when we push our limits, where we thought we wouldnt make it, but the determination and unconscious perservance despite the initial rants pulled us through and we emerge even stronger, even more confident of our ability, makes us wonder where our limit lies.

in short, ps course serves to prepare us to become platoon sergeants, leaders of 28 men, to ready ourselves to take up the ardous tasks as an advanced soldier out in the battlefield, as well as in the adminstration in camp.


lol sounds impressive right ? but ask me again in person and i might just shyt you in the face, totally contradicting whatever i just said. hm but i'm starting to feel more happy for myself because i was given the chance to go for this course and damn although i wasnt gurung enough to be super on, and i'm confident to say i've learnt valuable lessons, met precious new friends and became a stronger soldier mentally and physically.

lol but i was freaking complaining about the five day four night ex hawk, because of
1. ITS FREAKING FIVE DAYS FOUR NIGHTS
we totally gave a new meaning to 'dirty' after wearing only one pair of uniform for four days straight. blaaa only guys whom been through army will know how dirty is dirty, mucky hair black nails oily face gunk everywhere yada

2. and its ironic, going for a ps course i never held a ps appointment at all throughout the course o.o
i was the sect comd for the first week admin (sai gang), and i did pc x2, medic x3, sect comd x2 and m2o3 x2 times throughout the missions for ex hawk. manpacking the stretcher bashing through vegetation and doing fire movement with the sect comd bag plus the imba lbv load we carry is crazy. but being pc twice was an eye opener for me because we got to plan ops orders give ops orders come out with the entire battle plan etc its dmn crazy i tell you but dmn interesting cant say here later mindef charge me

bleah tiredd i acty booked out last night eleven brought all my stuff back. i had to be in plc by 630 today but the next moment i opened my eyes after going to bed was to a bright sky and my mum tapping me "arent you supposed to be in camp ?" SEVEN FIFTEEN AM ! WTF lol i hurried my ass out cabbed down 23 bucks reached at 8 lol attendance put as late the warrant officer wanted us to see him after our graduation ceremony but he totally forgot haahhh

too lazy to carry on anymore, no soccer tmr :( i wanna kick some ball to take my mind of things clear up refresh you know. maybe i'll test out my adizeros tmr at the reservoir k i promise it wouldnt be just empty talk, run it away

nights guys



I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Laying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing