Saturday, June 14, 2008
YESS
finally psycho-d steph t change t blogskin, boo dmn nicee nw laa but we're missg a lil customization so that it'd be more like o u r blog yeahh
anothr week s past
anothr truckload of trash t dump out, thr s soo much t sharee but somehw or rathr t want t tell kindaa dissipates itself t moment i touch t com. thn agn, t moment i start blogg nd sayg i dnt wana start, suddnly evrytg comes out ! blaa no laa okay this whole chunk is crap loll
okay maybe t summarise t week short nd sweet, army s bcomeg more mentally nd physically taxg thn bfore, nt only bc of t commandrs themselves, but t platoon itself. thr s so much politics gng on, i dint knew we cld hold long platoon meetgs aftr lightsout, trashtalk stuff woots like yeahh its a good thing that evryone s vocal nd giveg suggestions tryg t solve problems being open but its soo pragmatic im jst nt used t it. phoo nt t mention i get arrowd jst bc i like t whine nd phine nd complaind about sayg stuff like wahh "fck army laaa" "i rly feelg like ooc-g righttt nw" in t midst of a shytday fieldcamp gets me unbearable stares by apparently, our gruff rough tough whoelse. woohoo yarhh but aftr calmg dwn alittle mhm he s jst scoldg me chideg me for my own good im too much of a slackr but fck im no regular man i mean you cnt hav me on fire 24\7 righttt noo okayokay lets do it your way, we'll alw fall in 5mins bfore fall-in timeg, nd we'll reveille frckg early nd be dwn 10mins earlier evry morning. we did it, 2 mornings nd accordg t ahem he feels frckg song bc platoon4 s alrd dwnstairs while othr platoons are jst startg t open their eyes
phewmouthful
kinda got into couple okay quite a few tiffs w various ppl needless t say, whoelse himself, csm, nd i kinda got pissd w alot of ppl this week in camp. its been a rly long time since i felt so demoralisdd. camp, army t me has alw been, friends nd friends i mean i draw t strength energy motivation wadevaa fckk from them seriously. or rathr we pull each othr through, tskk fck hw t explain. reorg
okay its feels rly rly nice t hav a bunk, who rly runs at one nd only one frequency. its jst flows so smoothly perfectly, we dnt shout at each othr, we dnt tell one anothr t do this nd that, we ask nicely, you understand what i mean
okay i was referg t BSLC thn, fckk t HQ for breakg us up
acty, t admit, i thought i was in for a rly good time too at ASLC, until things startd t change. 2 of t crackpots in our section soo had t become LPS nd zomg hell they change. like cn you imagine me shoutg at you nd being fckg serious "ey go help load t tonnr nw" "EY go dwnstairs take t matador nw" "EY go take t rubbish nd throw" LIKE HW BOUT FCK YOU ? like stop orderg ppl alrd laa cb you ownself cn take dnt take its like he s right next t t rubbish nd he has t shout for me t walk thr t take it woohoo t best thing is he s alrd w\o t LPS appointment, ex
i mean, a section mate, mann it wldnt be that bad had it been someone else from t othr sections who hav muchmuch less contact w you laa its tough t swaallow
evryone s becomeg so uptight politically correct, its so professional. yay you guys hav done it, 1 of t SAF s core values outstandgg (((:
i wondr hw im gng t surviv t next 9weeks if this goes on, its evn saddr t realise thn evn certain ppl whom you think you knw alrd, are startg t disappoint you rly badly, ohhmygawdd i jst cnt take it anymore. its alrd comeg t a point, iv realisd, that i'm findg t motivation nd determination t carry on within me, myself alone. i'v realisd i dnt hav someone t trust anymore, someone who knws what i'm thinkg,
but, come t think of it, BSLC was so joyous bc we did it as a section, we dint piss each othr off nd perhaps that s t reason why i dint hav t confide anytg in anyone. most days we're like fckg scoldg othr platoon othr ppl but nv once, withn our section, or rathr, we nv had t opportunity t evn do so. we were jst soo close nd snugg man
i still cnt believe hw s nd g cn soo arghh-ly ordr us arnd. i mean like if its whoelse i'm more willg but im nt sayg im dng it happily i still havnt touchd on him yet man i still cnt believe, nd its nt once or twice. like wtf you're fckg slackg nd you're orderg me arndd
toomuchâ•‘
thr s so much t think about digest acty its unexplainable rly,
anyway imma hopeg things start t change real soon
else
cuthair
soccer
bbq
ktv tmr,
im loveg t title of t new blog bannr lots
est :p
eugene
stephanie
taiwen
19yrsold
hates army ):
