Thursday, May 29, 2008
tonight will be the night that i will fall for you, over again.
been "pranked" lately by people i know, people i used to know, people i dont know. and how i go "what the hell, who are you" at every message received. and i'll immediately sms jodie to tell her and she'll go "ignore". but in the end, the person turns out to be someone i know hah. john lim hong guan thinks im too naive to be tricked hahaha. 
i have so many "i wanna" to do. i wanna learn guitar but eugene and jlhg thinks i should finish learning piano first. i wanna sit on a motorbike and go vroom vroom hahaha. i wanna get my driving license. i wanna sleep and sleep and sleep. i wanna be happy. i wanna make many many friends. i wanna start school and study really really hard. and so many more wannabes that's all kept in my heart.
you know as the sky turns dark i became worst and worst. i couldn't concentrate during piano, my fingers just couldnt move as i wanted them to. i think i'm deproving and i'm damn frustrated with myself. felt like slamming my fingers on the keys arghhhh. i'm not giving up, i'm just now in the mood.
as i walked back home i felt like i was back 2 weeks ago, 2 months ago. every place had it's meaning. rarrh this is just the beginning.
i just cant have any better things to say anymore.
oh yes, i'm having my trial btt tomorrow and i haven't finish reading that precious book. nuhhhhh i wanna get my license!!!
anyway gd luck for your IPPT tomorrow (:
dont make me change my mind
