Sunday, May 4, 2008
The post right now is gonna be long and boring which is why its supposed to be hidden. If you dont mind me ranting on and on then its up to you.
Well frankly i feel like crap now. How to explain dis feeling, is like shag until headache ( took panadols ). Partly due to the 2 nights which i could not sleep well while i was in camp. CB wads wrong with me, tired but cant sleep wtf. Shag really cnt think la, become blur like cock. everything becomes f-up. All i want to do is take a rest on my wonderful bed. But whn i do that it'll be book in day,and the day is over. Tell me where the f do i find time to do anything else. And somebody pls enlighten me on how to be so happy to bk in, whn i see my fking *ahem* face who nvr fails to f someone up everyday. fking hell lead by example my balls , im pretty sure thats nt wad a superior does. The feeling of happiness last only mere seconds. U cant wait to bk out, waiting so eagerly the bus reaches the pasiris interchange and ur free! Thn u realise ur bk in is tmr, cb your mood slides all the way rock bottom. Confinements are the worse shit ever. which is gonna be nxt week. another 12 days to tahan. Feels very much like i belong to a different world. apart from the real world.Somebody turn the clock 2 yrs ahead and alleviate me from tis suffering.Seriously nobody knows how im feeling now. Well whn i bk out theres something nice to look forward to which is Vesak Day, bt its probably just be like any other.
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