Wednesday, May 28, 2008
heaven knows what the future holds
today was a lil better (:
neither happy nor sad.
today was a lil better (:
neither happy nor sad.
and i have a sudden crave for cheesecakes i dont know why. a super chocolatey cake will do too. it's so boring, everything bores me. and i cant even sit in front of my piano for long anymore. i have quite alot of stuffs waiting for me to do yet i just wanna laze around and do nothing at all.
anyway i've received an invitation to Meridian's 4th college day hah (close your mouth before your jaw drops) nuhh i didnt get the acadamic excellence one that weijin's gotten duhhh, i'll be receiving the colours award. but i'm still deciding whether i should turn up or not. if weijin does, maybe i will hahaha. but then it's like a miracle that i can receive prizes on college day lol. i've been damn lousy in school rarrrh. so how, weijin all on you hahahaha.
now now i'm missing school. days where i meet the crazy people everyday for 8 hrs, having fun going crazy, getting into trouble, trying to talk in class, not doing tutorials, trying to skip lectures, go into tutorials late yadayada. clar asked me to get fairygodmother to bring it all back but seems like it's not possible anymore because fariygodmother doesn't have powers like that. she said "i cannot bring you back, but i can only allow the memories to live in you forever" so people, keep thinking back (though mama says that it's always good to look forward and not look back) about all the super fun and happy times we had =D and nvr forget what we've been through altogether hee =)
alright enough enough before i make all of you tear hahaha. have an early night all of you (:
whatever the outcome is just stay happy be happy be strong
or at least how the story goes~
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