Sunday, May 25, 2008
first things first
i had a bad dream last night,
night mare.
woke up thinking that it really happened because it's just so realll. and then i wonder if that would really happen one day (i hope not since it's a nightmare)
it's just so scary, i hate night mares.
and today? woke up at 1030am hell early and went out for breakfast with my family (it's been long). headed home, rest a bit and then head off to meet js vin. and we ended up at vivo say 4pm? and we waited for the rest until 6pm the GSS was going on but everything just seemed so messy and i hate crowds. forget bout all the squeezing and stuff.
and for the first time in my life, i caught a show sitting at the front row and rmb how i used to laugh at people doing that. it was such a torture but lucky there's a cute guy on the screen hah. dinner at Hans was quite bad, with a damn smelly table (but felt smelled better after the salt was removed), dirty chairs and mirror with houseflies ewwww.
and the starting of the show "accuracy of death" that we caught really got me thinking about death. what if i'll be gone tomorrow? whose gonna cry for me, where will i go to, will i be in pain, will i break the hearts of many and one thing for sure is that i'm gonna miss every single one of my friends and family members. just argh dont know what's gonna happen.
we left the place after the movie and managed to catch a train back to heartland. nothing much to say bout this though. just let it be that way maybe maybe it's gonna get better in time.
and it just has to get worst when i reach home.
it's a bad sign to break mirrors isn't it?
and thanks i broke one the moment i stepped into my room and it broke into so many pieces.
s h a t t e r e d.
was feeling damn damn terrible like something's gonna happen.
today just isnt my day, just end it quick.
jst tell me straight into my face that i dont mean anything to you.
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