Saturday, April 12, 2008

empty

hor somebdy read morrethanwords will cry one siaa loll
so we're jst left w jst this nd next weekend haahh o.o


hm which kuku say sispec nt siong rarrhh
i've been gettg less thn 4 hours of sleep since tues till sat, imagine t fatigue snowballg, you cn barely walk straight.
so k tues we had gypsie1 at mandai, bloody screwd up navigate day navigate night walk here walk thr walk like fckk best still in super heavy rain t find checkpoints thn in t end go back coy line alrd 11, clean arms send arms do stupid thing dragg till 1 thn sleep.
thn wed we whole day live range, fckgg wastetime shoot SAR21 nd SAW woots rly dmn sian keep walk up nd dwn t 300m range draw ammo this nd that z waste 1 whole day away 12 reach coy line clean up dillydally this time evn worst, 2am thn sleep. t best is t next day they forced us t wake up at 5am bc
thurs is gypsie2 day zomg
nd again fckg suay t moment we wana set off t start navi t rain startg pourg like nobdy's business again. its like dmn sick laa LBV wet no.4 wet evrytg wet boots go squishsquishsquish. t best thing is, i had t carry this fckg signal set, which is like 10kg, its like your telephone thn you needa comms back t control station this nd that. fckg hell dmn heavy thn we also holan thn bashg through fckg dense forest thn gt fckg alot of thorns like siao see my arms nd fingrs blaa thn got fckg alot of mosquitoes we kenna bite like nobdy's business thn alot of ppl tio heat rash dmn pain itchy whatevr lucky i nv kenna siaa.

z you all read liao like dmn sian diao right loll i type out also dmn sian diao anyhell i jst ta ta ta ta ta non-stop arhh but since type le jst post wtf

k but dmn fun laa gypsie1 is got sergeant w you, like helpg hand, gypsie2 thn dnt havv.
so like i tell you all, my section sergeant dmn fckg childish but he dmn muscular bigsized like wwe liddat thn quite goodlookg but t point is he's jst 1 year oldr thn us nd we all get along frckg well.
so haveg his as sergeant is dmn good laa, slack tgt thn like talk alot of cock tgt blaa blaa k thn he's dmn fckg childish, like you knw we like t play right boys, guys, men.
fckk okay so it was raing like hell whaat, thn t river super overflowg nd thn thr's this treetrunk so zun lie bridge liddat.
evn bfore that we alrd like talkg cock lameg arnd thn joke wana push each othr in thn whn crossg right, he went first thn i behind. thn t stupid log dmn thin one thn dmn unsteady thn halfway through he gng lost balance liao thn he wana grab my hand baskett i thought he wana pull me dwn thn i whack his hand away LOLL but he dmn heng regaind balance thn he wahh tw you die you sure die i gng t push you dwn thn fckk loll i thought he wnt de laa sergeant ey cnnt anyhell cbb thn he reach t bank liao he stand dwn thr hehehee come onn dnt be scared
wahh fckk thn i dono whethr t jst jump onto t bank or edge thr z thn in t end within arm's distance liao he push me dwn knn loll fck but t whole time evryone laughg like fck liao bc crossg t dmn log dmn bo balance dmn funny, z so i ended up knee level in t stream.
lol next time must show you hw he look like dmn unlikely of him siaa like so childish nd lame like t rest of us, rly is 人不可貌相.

k so fri stayd in camp learn about new weapon M203 grenade launchr evryone was practically dng shm but thn we jst chopchop finishd evrytg. sergeant major was dmn nice cancelld t 6km run we had t do bc of t physical stress builtup of t last few days nd guess what, we had our first nightsout. blaa but its dmn overratd lol we jst went t jurongpoint whack billybombers thn zam ntuc buy fckg alot food go back.

thn tdyyy morning sports day woots kilo overall 2nd placeg we lost t hotel by 1 fckg point z soccer got 2nd lol thn i got this spastick plastic silvr cup, like cockk
i think i shld seriously stop slappg armystuff on t blog so much loll.


went eat w section ljs, thn mrt-d home, so shag until i sleep onto auntie's shouldr thn she "TSKK" dmn fckg loud thn i dmn paiseh thn somemore gt this group of 16years odd teenage girls thn they were like laughg nabei

hm ohyaarhh dmn 怀念 bc on t bus home i saw this sec schl boy board t bus. mm okay specs spiky hair clad in graphic graphic t-shirt coupld w bermudas finishd off w slipprs. slackjack yo
but t point is he was carryg this single stalk of sunflowr wrappd in white flower paper.
waahahaaa
is it for his girlf ? or for someone he's tryg t woo ?
nd thn i startd thinkg back about t old times haahh
like so funny he buy sunflowr dmn big somemore lol thn i was like guessg what was gng through his mind.
like hw am i gng t giv it t her ? what shld i say ? wld she like it ? dnt gancheong dnt stuttr dnt dnt knw what t say arrhhhh loll dmn funny
thn i was thinkg do girls rly go gaga ovr us dng such stuff ?

i rmbr last time got this girl, thn i like dmn long dono why blaa so unlikely of me but yarhh came along a special day dono is bday or vday whatevr. thn i plan quite long loll bc we were gng out as a group wahh thn dmn inconvenient you know you know loll so but i pluckd up t courage t give her a bunch of roses at t mrt station but nt evryone was thr yet haahh. thn whn t rest came they were like wahh who give you one siaa z lol thn t whole day dmn 尴尬 funny but they knw i like her laa hm thn fastfoward zipzip at night liao evrybdy go home yayyy so dmn funny like evryone split off some take this bus some take that bus some take mrt aaahahaa so i pretty t go take my bus but thn whn evryone one outta sight liao i fast run back t her bus thr. thn take bus w her, dmn asfsatywe laa startg dono what t say
it like acty bfore that cn talk alot right lol but thn as you start t find you'v got feelgs thn all t words will like jumble up nd you rly dmn tonguetied loll but thn aftrwhile okay liao back t normal haahh nd thn i think we got off a few stops earlier or smtg, so that i cld walk her home a longr while, hahahaa she suggest de so talk talk talk dmn happy thn reach her house dwnstairs.
thnn loll i took out some present from my bag, thn plasticwrappd quite nice thn got she like de softtoy thn gt necklace or bangle or wadevaa thn gt cup wadevaa hahahaa all t way dmn gancheong dono she will like nt, but thankfully she did haahh thn you knw
t feelg like dmn shiok, t successfully blow someone off their feet rly feel rly good happy satisfied totally.

haahh like dmn long nv do such stuff le
life's jst full of surprises, excitement, shock nd thn disappointment. jst too bad it alw has t follow in such an order. loll okay laa nt alw but most of t time. its funny hw emotions cn affect ppl so much, but its evn funnier hw i cld digress nd talk so much shyt out loll. imma rly unfocusd person, like i cnt stick t one distributary, my mind tends t digress nd my thoughts spread all ovr t place loll jst like this

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but emotions rly cn make a person go madd. jst look at our dear stephanie. she's like on t edge alrd, teeterg. like i said jst read her posts ovr at t othr side. lol dono t feel sad or happy for her siaa
but, like they said, being able t love a person is alrd t greatest blessg



hm i miss geog, physical is dmn fun. you guys shld see my sec schl geog books loll
kayy go for dinnr le
jst latr kkk ciao meanwhile,



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