Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Quite some time since my last post. Well im back. There are lots of things i want to say and dont want to say. Not sure where to start cos i cnt even see my own post on the blog its been all tw's post so where did i left off ?
Alright ill just touch on a few points here.
Somebody please remind me that the deadline for local university is in 5 days ? and i haven chosen any course to go. Not that i have a choice, i would gladly love to put accounting as first choice and banking and finance as second and the rest can leave blank bt ill just be hoping for the impossible there. i did flip through the ntu book and the courses seems boring. no interest in engineering / science whatsoever. i think im the only one left that hasnt applied for any thing yet. but even if i apply im 90% positive im gonna reject them . Sim accounting is out for me. cos its part time from 2nd year onwards. Overseas>>? seriously considering this option now. The thought of independence is inviting but i know very well i lack discipline whn im on my own.
My basic theory test is in 4 days speaking of which i touched that darn book less that 5 times and i failed both the trials ? procrestinate i suppose thats what i do best.
Nothings changed much cept im sleeping later than normal thanks to my new blue psp =D currently playing patapon and FF7 crisis core, FF7 is super fun game.
im sleeping at 4 am plus now zomg.currently and in army im supposed to wake up at that time z.
Im supposed to get myself ready for this this rite of passage and instead of preparing im doing the total opposite. 1 week before enlisting im gonna change to black plastic specs which will look like o.o that. everybody says " 赚很多钱的人未必有很多钱， 会肾钱的人才是有钱"
whatever money i managed to save i spend it. looks like my wife better be somebody whose thrifty if nt later both go on spending spree thn bankrupt lol.
Js and Tw finished bmt n went to SISPEC ( Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement) lol.
I'm embarking on a new journey of my life in 13days 13 hours ( at the point blogged) . Which is less than 2 weeks time. Half of me wants to quickly get my ass in , the other half is still half hearted. And i keep saying i want go ocs, bt that will most likely change when i go in cos i have to think about -how to survive 2 weeks confinement away from home and everything
-whether ill adapt well to army life
- whether i can get along well with my company + buddy
- whether i will get depression
- whether i will gt withdrawal symtoms from nt touching my computer
- whether ill die from boredom
- whether i can get along well with my company + buddy
- whether i will get depression
- whether i will gt withdrawal symtoms from nt touching my computer
- whether ill die from boredom
and so the list goes on. I have to change my mindset, how i perceive and judge things, how to keep things under control and lastly to be who i really am. Remember tw said army is like a game and he's gonna pawn it. in the end go in also 'yes sir yes sir' three bags full. so im assuming there isnt much to do to change anything. Im not particularly worried that my parents are not going to send me off on that day though. Ahh i just had mac for supper, Delicious. Next time will be mac delivery to tekong plz.
ok i cnt remember what else i want to say so heres a pic to get by
tw me n js on the flying coaster ... me waving gdbye to you
ok i cnt remember what else i want to say so heres a pic to get by
tw me n js on the flying coaster ... me waving gdbye to you
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