Sunday, February 3, 2008
siann
army screws your life. anyway since you're gng t be bounded 24\7 most days by t army, might as well spend cny in tekong o.o
lol okay acty i was alrd back on fri night. k stopstop let me explain.
31stjan08(thurs)
fever 38.1°C
reportd sick, givn medication
1stfeb08(fri)
felt perfectly fine in t morning, persistd w outfield training
raind unexpectedly, but t company continued w training (unlike some sissy ones which sped for cover)
felt suuppprr cold x143247 t t point i cldnt feel my fingrs, went check temperature w medic 36°C, evryone else was feelg fckg cold so i thought normal so continued w leopard crawl all t fck in t rain.
1720h marchd back t company line, bathd cleand up went for dinnr. temp shot t 38.1°C
tookd paracetamol
temp dint stop rising, 38.6°C, gav in nd went t t MO 2020h
temp rose t 38.8°C, givn attendC 2115h(go homeee)
chopchop
still feverish nd stuff, weak fck. acty shld hav jst fallout from outfield training, thn
1. wldnt hav wastd weekends
2. cld hav gottn ny clothes
3. cld hav CAUGHTUP
4. cld hav told you all lots, dmn alot
fck since being enlistd i kindaa conformd t writing in pointform. list list list
lost t ability t let words flow nd arrange themselves so naturally, evrytg's disengagd nd fragmentd. like cnt think straight
okay maybe i shld stop blameg ns so much. still rly undecided bout t ns. hate it t t CORE bc for t umpteen time stateg, screws your civilian life, hate its rigidness regimentation, its like your whole day's alrd being plannd out, nd its has t, MUST, only go this way nd no othr way or else you face uttr destruction, lol okay exaggeration.
ns screws your body, knees specifically
but you cnt help but agree no mattr t what extent, that ns is fun, fulfilling. blaa dono hw t write down. next time if got chance thn tell you all.
sian, so i guess sun's wastd as well
12morehours t 1815h
