Friday, December 14, 2007
reflections
reflections
sawaadiikuupppsteph's gone t thailand ta eat some tomyam. goong.
eug's yet t be backk from sushi galore, but both's gng t touchdown on mon.
ndd SETTLRS next tues k!
pretty badd scratches ovr here lol,
longstoryshort's myself steph wj clar went t settlrs this tues, 3days backk, aftr sendg eug off t japan 6am in t morning !
its a pretty neat place, 2pm t 6pm of games, nd more games.
6bucks upon entry which entitles you t freeflow of drinks,
plus an add-on meal at only 4 bucks.
hw cool's that, you gt t play superb card games\boardgames\wadevaa that you'v nv seen bfore, which, jst blows you away.
thr's some which rly tests your brains, smtg which steph dislikes LOLL nd she pretty much jst gav up on t 2 intellectual games which we tried our hands on.
ndd thn thr's some rly hilarious ones which gets you bowlg ovr in laughtr, WJ GOES SQUEAKO LOLL
nd thn thr's some (cardgames which require you t rough it out nd snatch cards from one anothr while screamg UGLY UGLY!) which brings out t monstr in you, violence nd all. which explains why i'v got these horrendous injuries all tanks t wild pokemon GHASTLYY,
smtg's wrong bc ghost attks hav no effect on normal types. strangee
anyway yaarh that was tuesday.
wed was slept t whole day, totally lethargic.
dinnr at ahmaa housee, thn slackdd at home till weien gt home aftr his family dinnr.
i usedd home nd dinnr in t same sentence twice. compo fail.
took 5 dwn t zouk w t intention t join larre nd his friends, jianwei was in thr too, was alrd elevnplus nd fshyt, it was like ppl flood ovr thr.
t queue snaked but we still joind it, tgt w alan jeff (joing their bro who was in thr alrd).
15mins of waitg nd screw it t bouncr came out nd loudhaildd "fullhouse alrd no point queueg !"
bummr, so t impatient makeup of me vin nd weien left in a cab fr clarke quay, bade goodbyes t a &j who persistdd in t rapidly diminishg queue, those who stayd still bearg hopes of gettg in.
rendezvous t area nd its various clubs, finally decided t test arena out, nd HUH ? hadta be 21 nd above.
z so bobian, went back t MOS.
moods werent thr t begin w, t 2 miserable free drinks dint do anytg t help.
t main arena was hopeless, screwdup music, t ppl thr were all jokes, lol we were like curseg our dmn luck, tossd arnd t idea of leaveg, but t thought of twentybucks dwn t drain was holdg us back.
AHHH AIYAA JST GO BACK ZOUK LAAA, lol so we made our way t t nearest "exit".
ndd, heyheyhey, we were greetd w a totally diffrnt environment, a muchmuch youngr crowd nd t dj spins music tenfolds bettr.
say hi t SMOOVE.
lol im makeg us sound like noobs but cnt deny that we arent. yeahh so we were like, this is it laaa. got our 1-for-1 housepours, nd t rest's history. met si wee nd wilberg in thr too.
went home tgt ndd, i slept t entire of thursday away.
z, i think i've gt a rly bullshit bodyclock. lightsout nd im up nd awake while evryone's snoring like nobdy's business, nd i slip into slumbr as t sun beckons.
days dnt seem like days anymore nights dnt seem like nights anymore, blaaa.
dint realise i had such a blogging freak in me, subconsciously spillg my thoughts nd insides out fr t world t see, maybe its bc i havn rly found an outlet, a lifeline, a hole fr watr t flow out in a chokd up pipeline, in which watr gushg out so quickly, freedom, jst glad t make it out of t darkinsides.
but evn if i do find one, doubt it'd be thr t stay.
i've nv been a person who exposes myself too much, i'm alw one who's talkg crap &rubbish, day in day out. takn as a joke, loll smiles nd all, a clown who makes evryone's day in schl, dumbf who doesnt giv a dmn abt studyg.
yarhh, but deepdown, what s inside, still blows me away.
thr's this rly
that s inside,
nd i still dnt know who's t real me. thr's some ppl who know, nd i'm sure they know who they are.
but t reason i'm stickg w fr my joke-of-an-appearance, is i blieve, im alw in fr laughs nd feelg good.
being a kaixingguo definitely beats being someone who's neutral most of t time.
as in, t me, i feel i hav t responsibility t bring up ppl's moods nd such.
in evry group of friends, thr's alw a few who rly kick starts evrytg, nd i'm glad t take up t reigns nd be t one t do that.
MOST, of t time.
its only in crappy days that i rly lose that side of me, nd whn im on-leav from my clowngself, its bugging that evryone's askg me whethr i'm alright or nt, whn im acty actg t same as evryone else ! normal, neutral, you knoww.
i'm nt complaing or anytg lol in fact, i'm glad that you guys take notice nd care ( those who do, sincerely) which explains how quickly i revert back t my usual self, in no time.
i guess that side of me will nv leav me, ill nv be able t shake it off, nor do i hav t intention of evr dng so, nd t othr side of me will remain, reservdd.
kuku, i'v gtta close my tap-of-a-mouth lol bfore i blab more, suprr wordy but it'll be a waste if i delete this (i almost did), soo here goes.
nights world
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